candleburn

We know what we are, The roots that we tend to stick to, We are what we believe in, Caught by the breeze of air, the assumption arises Tracing for the corner in order to stick to it, I won't let go, See the difference, What you are, is not enough, The tangible wall of comprehension, Is always there, Thee could see, mere a glimpse of the truth, Not everything that could be seen, is what it is, The branching out sprigs,The unending roots underneath, There's a long way ahead of us Looking for the truth in life, Looking for a reason, the motive To speak up what's is on our mind, Only the actions we make can prove, Prove everyone, that what you're able, Is real and not disguised.

Over the rainbow you can find the magical land. I knew that I can get there; I knew that I was able to achieve my goal, was it so far away? I couldn’t tell. A single person could go through lots of phases in life, he never steps back, but if he does, he does it in order to understand the action he miscomprehend, that single person won't let that single mistake to turn his life backwards. There is this situation that made me feel uncomfortable; I didn’t know what I'm anymore…. I was always looking forward, never stepping back, was I fast forward? It was like living in amusement park, you can take the rollercoaster or the moving swings, and it was not possible for you to figure out what is going to happen? Will you feel happiness or nauseous? It's a black or white situation, and you're the one who defines whether it's black or white. You can be really passionate about something; you also can pass this passion to the ones you love, so they would be able to relate

Groaning looking at the view that is In front of me, There's this feeling like something is missing, There are memories that I may have repressed, As I look at the sun rising, the beautiful dawn, I'm standing mesmerized; I know the pain is gone, Because now I remembered again what was lost I recall the squeaking swings, the long slides, I recall the fall, the yellowish leaves on the ground, I recall the snow, watery and cold, I recall the smells, the pace on the road, The memories I repressed were long lost, The urge to grow is the only thing that has left, When have I lost the kid that was inside? While I was getting my insights of life, Exploring every move, every sign, I was lost in my own made cross road, I chose the trail that was wrong at that time, Now I regret the decision I've made, I needed to try and put myself on hold, Just a bit more there was still time to get to the Lighthouse, but out of fear I ran And never looked back.

There's always a way to figure out what to do, but now I'm lost. I can't put the feeling I feel altogether, he's leaving, I'm staying. I lost so much time, that I could have spent with him. I can easily be pessimistic and go on and on about how bad I feel, instead I decided I will choose the alternative, I'm going to be optimistic as much as I can in this particular situation. I logged to my instant messenger and saw that he's online. "hey, what's up", I asked him, "not much you know I'm still quite in shock that you felt so much and hid it all from me for such a long time, you're seriously someone I admire, I mean I could not have done the same if I were you. There's a brick wall that stands in between us now. You know that I feel certain feelings towards you too, but those are just feelings, I don’t want to make you miserable, it would be too hard for me to handle. I think this separation is going to be something good, we are

Living through the regular obstacles, The dreadful word of the future, Is humming in our minds, The special feeling that wrapped us, is long gone,In the past of our forgotten actions, We are going through the same phases in life, Eventually, you and I are going to stand Before the edge of a cliff, Deciding whether to jump or stay where we are We feel the same emotions, we want the same, The dreams we have are far from similar, the way we choose, To make them come true is the way that suits us best, The circumstances are different; the outcomes are the same, Striding along the beach, the endless view, You know that you and I are maybe, on the other side of the world ,Despite that, the long term connection is felt when we look at the endless twilight,  remembering the times we shared together I know that you don’t know me now, but you don’t have to You see we are all the same in the end.

Never realizing where am I heading to, Never knowing how much thought have i put into it, A part of my old self still going to be there in the horizon However, I'd never be back to what I used to be There's a cloud of the unknown which is flying above me, Leading me to nowhere, The years had passed, and now it is the time to find out Who am I, my own hidden identity? My mind is not so obscured, as it used to be, It's time for showing out the hidden desires, Showing what I really am, what I can be, Going into the unknown, forced to look for the light, The ray of light that is going to clear up the unseen trail, You've to count on your instincts, Go through the clouds; look above at the grey sky, The image you see, it's not how it really is, The image you see is the illusion you want to transfer to yourself, There's a whole wide world, you are avoiding, A world of not taken opportunities.

The email was short. Only 3 sentences that tore my world apart, I didn’t know what to think or to feel, it was something bigger than me, I knew I had to make measures immediately, I grabbed my cell phone threw It to my hand bag and ran out of the house as silently as I could. I passed the trail between our houses, with my heart pounding so hard, it felt like it could suddenly burst from my body, but it didn’t. He sat on the porch waiting for me I assumed, he knew I'll come, he knew me too well. I stopped and stared, he caught my eyes right away, the moment our eyes met, I knew it, and from the start I knew that what I buried deep inside is going to surface one day, sooner or later. I made some steps forward, and so did he, he got closer and stroked my hair, we were so close, I could smell his "Hugo Boss" perfume, my favorite one, he knew how much I liked it."I'm sorry Rose I should have found a better way to tell you this, but I couldn’t, the words I was going to

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The day since our last conversation, I knew that it's going to be difficult. The day I confessed to him, I felt something had changed. "Hey Rose!" I heard from behind me, someone called me, but it felt so distant, far away, I felt my throat ache; I felt the urge to run without looking back. He was there, just one foot in front of me, with this angelic posture I couldn’t take my eyes off of it. Josh stood still with that glorious smile of a victory, that second I knew he figured out what he wanted to tell me all along. It was easy to analyze him. He was so mysterious and yet so reachable, I've been studying his every move for a year now. However, there was more for him to show me. "I know how to challenge you, it's much clear to me now, how come did not I come with that earlier?","geez I don’t know", I answered him. "So Rose I think you should become my personal assistant and do whatever I ask you to do, if you handle that, we'll see wh

Now it's all coming back to me, The feeling is empowering, The sorrow had to go. The agony was held by the thick claws Of my own reality, The search for the next discovery Is now on a fast dial, The emotions are so vivid and bright, The time froze, these lost in time memories Are coming back to life You can approach your hand and touch the air, It's transparent, you cannot see it, But you can feel that there's hidden secret That it's up to you to solve The wind strokes your face with the velvet silky touch, You're aware of the fact, That you're only one foot away from the answer, You've been intending on finding all along.

Seeking on absorption to the recess of my mind, The increasing pain of the knowledge, Don’t let me slip back to the past Hearing your voice, Feeling your smell, your melancholy eyes, The memories just won't let me go Strolling along the street smelling your perfume, You're thousands of miles away, but I still can feel your presence, There's not a glimpse of shame, I let you go without even saying goodbye However I do care, I wonder what the future holds for both of us Trailing around the place where our eyes usually had met, As I was wiping away the tears I couldn’t control, I knew that whenever I look at the moon at night, I'll picture that same place, fall asleep dreaming about you.

I've just finished reading this book, and all i can say is wow!. Sparks never fails to surpise you, i mean the way he writes is phenomenal, you just can't stop reading, you want to grab more and more information and see what happens in the end. This book is one of the saddest i've ever read after "A walk to remember". The story is about a young couple who came a long way from overcoming some major obstacles in life and parenthood, however the story has a drastic turn which makes you speechless. I dont want to tell too much because it going to spoil all the story. However, i must say that reading this book makes you to look at your own life from another point of view.

11-13 sept 2008

Slowing down, still feeling the throat ache, It's dry and sore and keeps burning, That sweet sour water pouring, It takes away every single positive emotion There was no caution No single warning Waiting for the skies to clear up, hoping for it to stop, However, no matter how powerful your will may be, No matter how much you try, There's no end to the knife stabbing feeling in your mind Our destiny is in our hands, We shouldn’t take it for granted We have to live it to the fullest Every day is counted

The ultimate race to your salvation,  The ultimate race to hers freedom, Gasping for another breath of air, Stretched arms no longer could touch the sky above , There's a secret you must do everything to keep,  It's your destiny which put others at risk, Speeding, looking invisible for a brief second,  There's a highway you got to enter to,  Looking for the possibilities to make sure,  That her destiny will not collide in any way with yours,  The minutes are ticking; you're out of time,  You're not going to quit and stand still,  You're not intending to conceal,  Your own pile of ashes,  There's a crossroad and you can't look back,  You will do whatever it takes,  To make sure that your beloved ones won't be the sacrifice,  For the decision you have made, You won't put them under a magnifying glass,  Of your own rival.

There're no words in the world that can describe how I felt by the end of that incredible movie.  I was astonished by the magnificent act of the actors; their pain was mine pain as well as their agony, sadness and etc. This movie makes you see the world in other perspective. It helps you learn, that there are times in life when you need to do your best in order to not give up. We're surrounded by human angels that are going to do everything that is in their power in order to help the one who's life at risk, by endangering their own life. "What makes a legend? Is it what someone did when they were alive... or how they're remembered after they're gone?"

I finally found my peace 2 days ago; I finished reading the last book of the "Twilight" series - "Breaking Dawn", and let's say my recommendation is controversial but good. At first as the matter of fact I didn’t really expect that bella would turn up to be pregnant, even though I was worried about her constant eating and tiredness and sickness,and as we all know these are sometimes the symptoms of a pregnancy so I was surprised that she turned out to be really pregnant and I was happy for instant but you know I did want her to go to college or so, despite all this I fell in love with Renesme like everybody else in the book . this special pregnancy and all of that was really well written and overly entertaining so I kept turning pages like crazy and I love every page including Renesme, she brought a lot to the story, and Bella had that little glimpse of motherhood which I always wanted her to have, so I am glad that it turned out the way i t is, and of course

This kind of movie you've never come upon before. It's sweet and innocent, it shows you the qualities human kind is known best for -> care, compassion, pity. The movie shows you these qualities through a robot whose name Wall E and he gets attcahed to other robot which has a mission finding earth by finding a living plant. It's a worth watching movie, that everyone has got to see, whenever you're moody or feel low, watching it will make you smile again.

After history I packed my books into my bag and walked outside the class. There were some students in the hall who eagerly asked Mrs. Bennet more and more questions about the subject we just learnt seeking for absorbing more and more information. Secretly I admired those kids, they had this powerful will of getting more and more information about something they didn’t know, as I passed them I saw josh, and I immediately turned my head to a different direction, I knew that I had to expect something to happen, but not knowing w-h-a-t to expect, just while considering it, I was always getting the chills'. a wise person I know said that "good things happen for those who wait", I think it's truth but not definitely accurate in my situation, I wasn’t waiting I was seeking for getting the smallest glimpse of that I was always wanting, if I ever knew for sure that I can get it I'd wait a lifetime but if you take into consideration my situation nowadays – There's not s

A modern tale about a girl who tried to follow her mothers steps,unfortunately she fails but she doesnt lose the faith ih herself and proves the one who tried to deceive her wrong.

This movie made me cry and made me laugh, i dont know why it has such a low rank on the IMDB site, but i loved it! Santiago (the lead character) is my hero, he followed his dreams he ran into some major obstacles but he managed to overcome them.

My new favourite movie!, it's absolutely fab :), you really should check it out.

There's always a way to cross the line There's nothing else that you can do Close your eyes and make sure you won't miss your last chance, Your last chance to get the closure Close your eyes and you can be whoever you want to be, There's no one that can stand in your path, You're the only one who can control your life Becoming someone you always wished to be Finding your own lost identity There's a bundle of straws and only one needle, Raise your voice and touch the sky There's nothing that is impossible It wouldn't be any miracle If you see the hidden stars It would not be a miracle If you still feel the hidden scars There's always a way to cross the line, Getting to the closure, Finding what you've been looking all along It won't become any easier once you find it, Because then the story just begins all over again

It kind of feels like it's the sequel to "how to lose a guy in 10 days", and I really liked it, it was funny and just a fun movie to see before going to sleep or when you're bored.

I'm alive, that's for sure even though I don't feel my arms >< THERE WERE TONS OF PEOPLE, I'm serious you have to just go through them and push them out of your way, seriously. And when at 11 pm they were told to leave the place they still took their time and left in about like 20 min, leaving tons of garbage to clean, common people don't be such pigs! So yeah when I started working(at the amusement park) it was so damn hot about 40C, I was melting there and felt so uncomfortable while I was giving away all that free small packages of bagels, and people just preferred the stuffed Bamba's, it's so gross people common, who eats salt stuff with sweet? and then after like 2 hours I went cleaning the tables there, and wow people just left full stuff, like unopened water bottles or ice creams, what a waste!, kids in Africa would die to get those stuff!, and what do you think i did with those stuff? Threw them to garbage! XD and that cleaning lasted for like

A very cute movie which i enjoyed watching. it's a romantic drama- about a young woman who is judged by her appearance until she decides to change it. "Don't judge the book by it's cover".

Just wow!, such a phenomenal movie, one of a kind, a well made thriller, you'll enjoy every minute of it.

Hilarious comedy with Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher.

Cartoon movies that i saw this year and really liked: Kung Fu Panda "Po the Panda is the laziest animals in all of the Valley of Peace, but unwittingly becomes the chosen one when enemies threaten their way." Horton Hears A Who "Horton the Elephant struggles to protect a microscopic community from his neighbors who refuse to believe it exists."

the missing chapters - 6+7 Have you ever fallen in love? Do you know how it feels like?  These questions have been on my mind like forever for the last few weeks. I don’t know how it feels like,   but I do know that there's an upcoming huge history test and I've not studied at all.  However I still wonder how it's like to be in love.I know that love is when your hormones get messed up and stuff, that what we learnt in our last biology lesson.  There's a guy that is driving me crazy it's like one day he seems so sweet and nice and the other day he's so far away, I am so tired from these games of his, but it still looks like I do care about him. I am not able to not look at him as he passes by, it's something that I can't control.There's a new guy I met, that gives me all the attention I need, he's fun and is the total opposite, so why cannot I avoid the other one?It was so hard for the past few months to forget, but I just can't av

NEW MOON Don’t try to reach your hand for the key You know deep inside that the gate you're seeking on opening Is out of your limit You'll never be able to get there on time The time is the manufacturer that you're trying to avoid There's no other possible reason for you getting it done so easily Only the victim you give away could make the difference. The pain, won't make it up for your vanished tears T here's no way you can get over it without facing the consequences There's you and a deep hole that stands in between, There's you and your happiness that you're trying to achieve, Is that happiness will come by making yourself being the victim? Is the happiness, t hat you think you're going to get will last forever? The quest for the answers, the reasons that makes The gate out of your reach, However you feel that that the key is not the only way The gate won't have the desired substance Without you realiz

The little and the good thing You live your life from day to day, You don’t notice others pain, You walk beside them, but you never really knew how it's like To be under their skin, Our culture doesn’t have the resources to boost our self esteem, It only pushes us away from our mental self realization; we are being swept by the flush of people, Acting like robots, like we thought we needed to act in order to fit in, While acting like some steel machines we ignore others people worlds, We sank deep into our world without knowing what is really going in others lives. When you're in pain, everyone's life routine goes on like nothing happened, You feel like rotted flower, that people doesn’t even stop to look at, trampling over you,Without feeling any guilt or shame What did happen to our world, the world with care and compassion? We turned out to be egocentric people who only care about our own progress and don’t mind to build our success by trea

WAX DOLL The breath is deep and filled with sore, The pain is innocent, that you can not control, Standing like a wax doll, That wants to make a step ahead, Yet the sudden pain is starting to take over, Making the doll to collapse, Shuttering to little pieces of wax, While being thrown everywhere, She feels the pain again,that came and does not let her go, She wants to run away, to disappear, She felt like she had to do her last step forward, But her little pieces, The only thing that left off of her, Began to fade away,and the innocent pain, Could be still felt in the air.

Is there a new potential replacement for the HSM movies? Let's wait and see how much the popularity of the movie grows. This movie is about an aspiring young girl who dreams to become a singer, and her goal was to get to the "Camp Rock" as a start of accomplsihing her dreams, and about a boy who needed to get a grip of the stardom and find himself again.

5.12.06 I woke up early in the morning all sweaty, I couldn’t remember if I had a nightmare, but I sure did, when I looked at the mirror I saw a horrible reflection. After taking a shower I changed my clothes and got down the stairs to the kitchen on the way I grabbed my breakfast and heard my mom yelling something from the living room, I quickly opened the door and jumped on my bike. My bike were pink and rusty but I liked them, they were special to me, and I don’t care what everybody else may think about me because of them, because people think that objects you have represents you, and it has it's pieces of truth I won't deny it, because it does represent my personality, but there are people who doesn’t see it like me, they have a different point of view. I still had Josh on my mind, but I made myself to forget him, ok maybe not made myself but forced, really it's almost the same. On the way I met Danny we always ride together to school, even though the hill we need to ge

How is it possible to erase the moments? How is it possible to erase the pain? Still as I head to my trail there's no other image, No other image I can picture in my mind Then the image of your goddess face How could you be so close, and at the same moment So far away? Tell me the way to find you, Show me the way to reach your heart….. When i picture to myself that moment a week ago when I saw your face, as always with that so amazed expression, I think whether or not there's a way for me to forget, there's no doubt that there is one that is suitable, I just want to choose the right and the less painful. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Rose, hey, I was looking for you everywhere! What have you been trying to do? To hide from someone?" and then I winked to her, and thought to myself, girl you have no idea. That was Gracie, she majors in philosophy just like me, I thought she wanted to tell me some new

Someone is going to be there I said to myself, knowing that I was delusional, but I couldn’t do anything about it. He wasn't there, it was ok with me, it wasn’t like I expected him to come, and it doesn’t really bothers me anymore.After like a half hour he had showed and took my breath away, he was staring at me, with this angelic look on his face and I knew I couldn’t handle it, I knew I had to move on.He wasn’t taking his eyes off me, I could feel that, and I couldn’t stop thinking about him either.How could I forget this perfect sculpted face, how could I forget the moments we have shared. I knew so little about him, so did he, but I didn't care. There are only two months left for me to say him the truth I always wanted to tell but kept as a secret.Going back searching for the memories we have ever had, looking forward for a brighter future, the future that is going to be without you, the future with your absence won't be any future at all, how can you picture the fact t

טוב אז ככה לחברה הכי טובה שלי יש היום יום הולדת ה-17 :), wow איך הזמן טס! טוב אז אני מאחלת לך את כל הדברים הכי טובים בחיים !, ואל תפסיקי לחלום, ותגשימי את כל חלומותייך ! אני רוצה להקדיש לך שיר שכתבתי. dear friend, no more, can't i wait for the morrow, the longing is stronger than me, can you see? you've carried me through the rough times, and as the sun shines, i see the best in life, i see the hidden traces, i see the hidden stars above there in the skies when the sun is fully shining, it's showing me the way, to you my friend

a song that is going to lighten up your mood :D

טוב את השיר כתבתי מזוית מבטו של אדווארד, כי מגיעה לו קצת הערכה אחרי כל הסבל והתסכול שלו במטרה להציל את בלה שוב ושוב. Going back and forth, Going somewhere where no one knows you, Going back and forth reaching your purpose There is no way back As your eyes getting darker, looking for the next victim, You know what danger you put not only yourself into You know you've to control the beast inside The day you smelled her scent, fascinated you looked for more, The day you reached hers mind but couldn’t read it, There was no doubt that she's a complete mystery to you, and As you look into her big brown eyes, slowly sinking, Looking for the desired answers, You know there's not much time You know that all good things come to an end, As a day ends with the twilight, She slowly moving out of your sight, Leaving you astonished still looking for the reason That makes you save her life over and over again