candleburn

I've been planning all these little plans that I wanted to accomplish once I finish my degree. but when the d-day finally is approaching I seem to be too reluctant to the positive change in my life. I feel like my anxiety is taking all over me once again. for the past few years I've been struggling with social anxiety, and yet, I felt that with the help of my best friend that eased my interaction with the outside world I got better. It was too soon for me to get all happy and excited about be overcoming my social anxiety.  It seems like since the start of 2017 my demons are slowly coming back to haunt me. It seems like all my plans and wishes once again won't come to life, and all due to my anxieties that I can barely control. I mean it's a daily struggle for me to decide and actually accomplish doing things. In 2015 I began my journey towards a healthier lifestyle. I kinda managed to eat healthier. but it seems that I can't really keep up with this lifestyle an