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We all go through our own mishaps, our first loves, relationships. We grow more with each relationship we have, we become wiser. The below poem is about a moment when we stopped having feelings towards our loved one, it doesn't mean we didn't like them but it felt like we grew apart while our soul kept telling us otherwise. That moment is the hardest, we had been the closest to our loved one and held them tight but like out of the blue we hadn't cared for them as much anymore. This feeling kept bothering us and the person kept appearing in your dreams, but you know there is no way back, you had already let go. The below poem was written while listening to this music: https://soundcloud.com/sophie- hutchings/06-by-night You should listen to the melody and read the lyrics alongside. "Bound to you" I had been having the oddest nights I let you go and wondered why, How could I let you go that easy? Had I never really held you tight? It couldn't be

I'm so behind on my next exam material, wish me luck anyways.

The emptiness inside The sense of solitude Slight sunshine rays I was struck by noise But all I heard was bare silence The humming voice It wasn't anywhere to be found The emptiness It coated me from within But it wasn't suffocating I was just standing Amazed, like if I was struck by a solitude lightning I opened my eyes the next day All I ever saw, were bare white walls, I was stuck But I didn't feel, Like if I were under an attack Peacefully like you find me strolling But my mind is inside a whirlwind You will say it would be better Later, in hindsight, Yet I won't feel any more assured I can't escape this solitude I can't escape the emptiness I keep walking blindly waiting for the noise to coat me from within For the noise to guard me I will go on, in circles I will diligently wait for the noise To breakthrough I will then feel assured That I was indeed under an attack I was guarded by the bare silence The silence that hel

Seriously, every time I'm on twitter he posts some kind of heartwarming quote or some "bread" for thought. Go to his twitter - here Something he posted today, and  said that the below text contains  Three important things:

I'm totally like the most ridiculously funny person ever. No matter what simple task i do, i tend to complicate it, easy like that, everything becomes just so hard and impossible. The entire day i was looking for a client program to connect with my C++ written server. I mean, i tried a lot of chrome add ons, few programs. My classmates used Fiddler - but it took me a while to understand it, and when i did, my client didn't really connect my server, i thought i was getting insane! It turns out - you won't ever believe it, that below my made request for connection was a blank information box- i figured it should be left like that. So the entire day i was trying to look for other clients, and with every connection my server fell. I mean I'm not a programmer - but i could feel for a second how a programmer feels when his/her program won't suddenly work - it's kind of devastating. So you now understand that the information box meant to be filled with some kind

In the mentioned above talk, which was wonderful, some notions that were brought up by Tim were spot on, intriguing and interesting. In addition, during the talk he said that  Les Miserables   is his ultimate fave book, and mentioned the below quote:  " There was no pocket so obscure that it had not a little money in it; no dwelling so lowly that there was not some little joy within it. Father Madeleine gave employment to every one. He exacted but one thing: Be an honest man. Be an honest woman." I think this quote is a beautiful literary description of his talk. The whole talk is here .

From the beginning of this new year, Ive been feeling strange, my mind was clear of thoughts, a total blank, and Ive not been quite nice towards people around me, maybe Ive seemed mean at times. Yet again I'm thinking about quitting college and my work, but don't have any courage to do it. I see my fellow students who listen hard and summarize during lessons.H owever, I could actually listen to data mining and computer networks classes only. Other classes seem not useful. The courses i take this semester are mandatory so i have to take them. It feels strange i think that at my age of 24 and a half - oh my god 😯 I cant still do anything by myself for myself, yeah sounds stupid, it will take me a lot of time to explain it. The only thing i did change, was my mind state about my poetry/songs writing. I think i can actually for the first time ever admit that I'm indeed an aspiring poetry writer. I don't think i really suck anymore. I do hope to publish my own book an

Dear readers, As you may have assumed I'm taking an innovation class this semester. I might add that for my last 2 and half years of studies - we've been asked numerous times to create some kind of app - and it was tiring, because you can't force someone to think and create a whole idea of sustainable app in the blink of an eye, and I've never even seen myself as an entrepreneur kind of gal. So lets put this issue of mine aside. This post is being created due to the fact that I've recently seen the first season of the Silicon Valley TV show which i think was amazing!  For the first the time ever i could witness the "Scrum" methodology - even though i think it was quite poorly executed in the show. Second of all, I was asked to see a video for my class, and the speaker was a VC company co founder - which was nice, because from the TV show you see the entrepreneur point of view, and from the video for class you could see the VC point of view. The spea

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