candleburn

I knew this moment will pass It will pass and I'll eventually forget My mind will delete all the moments All the times I felt like home My mind will erase it all I'll go on like nothing has ever happened The past will cease to exist I knew this moment will pass I knew it very well But I wanted to mourn it I wanted to recall my precious friends I wanted to recall the precious moments At least for one mere moment I wanted to mourn the times I cherished The time will go on I will keep living like nothing has ever happened I will keep taking the same bus lines I will keep going to the same bus stops But there will be a hidden ache An ache of past memories Memories that I cherished Memories that ceased to exist

It is already 2017. I'm still having blackouts when a random person asks me a trivial question to which I instantly forget the answer to, and only remember 5 minutes after. I have no idea why these blackouts occur to me all the time, I was always hoping it would disappear with time, like a cold or like childhood memories that fade away. I'm not trying to sound melancholic, But I might be, and forget it after five minutes. Happy new years people!