So Called Life - Chapter 9 the sequel
After history I packed my books into my bag and walked outside the class.
There were some students in the hall who eagerly asked Mrs. Bennet more and more questions about the subject we just learnt seeking for absorbing more and more information.
Secretly I admired those kids, they had this powerful will of getting more and more information about something they didn’t know, as I passed them I saw josh, and I immediately turned my head to a different direction, I knew that I had to expect something to happen, but not knowing w-h-a-t to expect, just while considering it, I was always getting the chills'. a wise person I know said that "good things happen for those who wait", I think it's truth but not definitely accurate in my situation, I wasn’t waiting I was seeking for getting the smallest glimpse of that I was always wanting, if I ever knew for sure that I can get it I'd wait a lifetime but if you take into consideration my situation nowadays – There's not something perceptible to wait for not until I'll follow the rules I'd be given and going through some tough challenges.
For a moment I forgot about everything, as always I get too much into my dreams and thoughts, so accidentally I ran into Gracie, I waved at her and said hi she was in a rush as it appears to be and she said a quick "hi" and was gone by the moment I blinked, I wondered where she was heading to so rapidly.
Only later I figured out that we needed to go the biology lab, and only when I entered the lab I figured out why she was in such a rush it was the day we had to operate a frog and then explain every organ that the frog has, and its function, it's so disgusting, and I hoped I'd get a good lab partner and to my big surprise Amy waited for me in the corner of the room, I was so delighted to see her, I was really happy that we shared this class together, I said hi and so is she, and then she asked:"what is going on with josh? Has he told you his terms yet?", I take a sec before answering and went on "no he hasn't, and being honest I think that he was just harassing around, joking you know what kind of humor he has, and honestly I don't know how I feel about all this situation", Amy looked at me in amazement "are you saying that you finally get over him?!, has that desired day finally came?", I gasped and said "I don’t really know, maybe, it's just that all those months that I thought about him nonstop and all of that stuff just not like before, I don’t really feel like that anymore you know I feel like there's so much more to life rather than my childish crush, it's just a crush I admit it, there's nothing else, but you know what if he still going to dare me I won't back off, I'd do everything he wishes me to do and then we'll see." after this long speech I gave it appeared to be that the whole class heard me and Mr. Spank was furious at me and he told me to go to the detention right away, and I felt so sorry for Amy for operating this poor frog all on her own.
There were some students in the hall who eagerly asked Mrs. Bennet more and more questions about the subject we just learnt seeking for absorbing more and more information.
Secretly I admired those kids, they had this powerful will of getting more and more information about something they didn’t know, as I passed them I saw josh, and I immediately turned my head to a different direction, I knew that I had to expect something to happen, but not knowing w-h-a-t to expect, just while considering it, I was always getting the chills'. a wise person I know said that "good things happen for those who wait", I think it's truth but not definitely accurate in my situation, I wasn’t waiting I was seeking for getting the smallest glimpse of that I was always wanting, if I ever knew for sure that I can get it I'd wait a lifetime but if you take into consideration my situation nowadays – There's not something perceptible to wait for not until I'll follow the rules I'd be given and going through some tough challenges.
For a moment I forgot about everything, as always I get too much into my dreams and thoughts, so accidentally I ran into Gracie, I waved at her and said hi she was in a rush as it appears to be and she said a quick "hi" and was gone by the moment I blinked, I wondered where she was heading to so rapidly.
Only later I figured out that we needed to go the biology lab, and only when I entered the lab I figured out why she was in such a rush it was the day we had to operate a frog and then explain every organ that the frog has, and its function, it's so disgusting, and I hoped I'd get a good lab partner and to my big surprise Amy waited for me in the corner of the room, I was so delighted to see her, I was really happy that we shared this class together, I said hi and so is she, and then she asked:"what is going on with josh? Has he told you his terms yet?", I take a sec before answering and went on "no he hasn't, and being honest I think that he was just harassing around, joking you know what kind of humor he has, and honestly I don't know how I feel about all this situation", Amy looked at me in amazement "are you saying that you finally get over him?!, has that desired day finally came?", I gasped and said "I don’t really know, maybe, it's just that all those months that I thought about him nonstop and all of that stuff just not like before, I don’t really feel like that anymore you know I feel like there's so much more to life rather than my childish crush, it's just a crush I admit it, there's nothing else, but you know what if he still going to dare me I won't back off, I'd do everything he wishes me to do and then we'll see." after this long speech I gave it appeared to be that the whole class heard me and Mr. Spank was furious at me and he told me to go to the detention right away, and I felt so sorry for Amy for operating this poor frog all on her own.
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