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המתלוננת הסדרתית
זה נכון שאנשים אומרים כי הם שונאים את אלה שמתלוננים. אני נמנית מבין אלה שמצטיינים ב"להתלונן". זה פשוט הפך לחלק ממני ואני אפילו לא מרגישה כשאני מתלוננת. השנה האחרונה הייתה אמורה להיות השנה שלי, אבל זה לא קרה. חשבתי שאחרי הצבא אני אתחיל ללמוד ואני אתפתח ויהיה לי איזה ניצוץ בעיניים. ביום רביעי הברזתי מפגישה שערך הצוות שלי מהעבודה במקס ברנר. במקום זה הלכתי עם אמא ואחותי לחטיבת הביניים שאליה אחותי אמורה לעבור - באותו יום הייתה אמורה להיות הרשמה לכיתת מופת. הסיפור הוא שאני בעצמי למדתי באותה חטיבה, אני מחזור 2006 שלה. כשהגענו ראיתי את המחנכת שלי - שלימדה אותנו שלוש שנים - והיא בכלל לא זיהתה אותי - או שהיא כן אבל לא טרחה להראות זאת. כמו כן, פגשתי את המורה הכי מדהימה ביקום למתמטיקה שלימדה אותי בכיתה ט' - בזכותה כל כך אהבתי את המקצוע באותה תקופה - ולמזלי היא כן זכרה אותי ויצא לי לומר לה עד כמה היא מדהימה - באופן אישי - אז זה היה מן סגירת מעגל. כמובן יום למחרת כשהגעתי לעבודה הרגשתי לא נעים שלא הלכתי למקס ברנר - כמו כן לא אמרתי לעמית מהעבודה שגר מטר ממני שאני לא צריכה
The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
What a nice movie ! - it brought some perspective into my life - i need to be shaken up sometimes. "TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE"
sometimes things don't work out the way you want
I had an awful week at work - the worst I've ever had! For those who don't know - I work as a customer service representative at FedEx express - for almost a year now - which is for me a really long time. It's kind of my first real job that I got by myself. Since I started working I was constantly dodging opportunities to meet up with my friends - which is horrible - because I became a horrible friend - but I'm just not compatible with working and having fun with friends afterwards - I come back exhausted and the only thing I can think of is bare silence or music - I cannot make myself speak on the phone or with my family - because I had enough of speaking the entire day - and this routine goes on day after day - so I kind of lost myself entirely - which is awful by itself. I hope I will see a new path through my situation this upcoming New Year - because I surely need it as hell. If there are some friends of mine that are reading my blog - I w
A Silver Lining
“ Was I deceiv'd, or did a sable cloud Turn forth her silver lining on the night? ” In every bad situation there is an element of good ....
BREAKING DAWN PART 2
Today the chapter of "Twilight" in my life has come to an end. it has been beautiful 4 years and a half in which the books and movies have accompanied me in my heart and soul. The story changed me - I've become somewhat different inside - not more mature but somewhat experienced. The last movie was good - it was almost everything i wanted it to be. there were some changes - but for the first time i didn't feel it to be too rushed. Kristen portrayed vampire wonderfully - i had quite some hesitations about it at first - but the moment *spoiler* she attacked Jacob in the movie when she found he was imprinted one Nessie - was magnificent !
Paige Thomas Sings for Survival - THE X FACTOR USA 2012
As much as it made me sad for Jannel's elimination - Paige is one great performer - she did not choose wrong with performing Coldplay's song ! (my heart belongs for ever to this band)
עזאזל - בוריס אקונין
סיימתי את הספר ! ואני חייבת לציין שהוא היה נהדר. בהתחלה חשבתי שאני לא אוהב את הכתיבה של אקונין - אבל עם זה שהמשכתי לקרוא התאהבתי בדמותו של הבלש הצעיר - זה נחמד לקרוא סוף סוף על גיבור שהוא פחות או יותר בגילי... נמאס לי כבר לקרוא ספרי נעורים אבל הספרים היותר בוגרים גם לא מעניינים אותי - זה נפל לקטגוריה של הבין לבין - שזה נפלא. ממליצה לכולם להעיף מבט בספר.
DEAR DIARY
I've been feeling blue and moody, I let my feelings control me. I've been at the airport on Thursday - and not for booking a flight to an exotic country but looking for a new job opportunity. It's not that far away from my home town , just like 2 buses away, a hour long drive . The job is to be an Import Representative - its for a lot better wage. I 've could use some extra money. but i don't see myself in this job right now - I'm tired from my current position at work but this another one doesn't seem to fit. Once i saw myself in some creative office doing creative stuff. T his past year - it has been blank grey shade Yesterday i read in some "self help" book with some insights about how getting my life in a better shape t he quotes there sounded so uplifting. I thought that i didn't have any purpose in life - and it bummed me very much. I should try to look at the world in a different perspective and a bit more optimistic.
'paralysed'
paralysed i stood still the car next to me was too close too close for me to handle i moved forward but the fear was still intact i've never sensed such fright before it was too intense a real fear for my own existense
David Correy Sings for Survival - THE X FACTOR USA 2012
I'm so upset about David's elimination - he was one of my favourites! KUDOS TO YOU DAVID ! - I hope we will hear more from you in the future.
Emily Owens M.D.
This new show is exciting - it feels fresh - maybe because of the lead actress - she's like a breath of fresh air - she appears natural on screen - and is very likeable - Mammie Gummer portrays a young doctor AKA EMILY OWENS who's full of insecurities - just as any other young woman - yet she keeps herself calm and manages her work brilliantly. truly inspiring.
"connections are made with the heart"
“You can talk with someone for years, everyday, and still, it won't mean as much as what you can have when you sit in front of someone, not saying a word, yet you feel that person with your heart, you feel like you have known the person for forever.... connections are made with the heart, not the tongue.” ― C. JoyBell C. “We have to allow ourselves to be loved by the people who really love us, the people who really matter. Too much of the time, we are blinded by our own pursuits of people to love us, people that don't even matter, while all that time we waste and the people who do love us have to stand on the sidewalk and watch us beg in the streets! It's time to put an end to this. It's time for us to let ourselves be loved.” ― C. JoyBell C. “One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful.” ― Sigmund Freud “Sometimes change was good. Sometimes it was even exactly what you needed.” ― Jenny O'Connell , Plan B
M83 'Midnight City' Official video
WATCH "BEAUTY AND THE BEAST" tv show with Kristin Kreuk ! nice plot with great sountrack ! * yes the reviews of that show are not that great - but give it a chance - it just might surprise you.
'TAKEN 2'
So originally I went with 2 of my co workers to the cinema for "LOOPER" - but out of the blue they decided to cancel the screening at the time we came. My mates wanted to watch "TED" - I refused. I know this movie is a hit - but I don't like those kinds of comedies. so we went to another cinema and chose to watch 'Taken 2" - usually I hate watching a sequel if I've not seen the first one - still I didn't want to let down my mates so I went with the flow. Liam Nesson is a great action actor! I enjoyed watching him a lot - the plot was nice but very cliché and kitsch and not realistic at all - still with all the hype and action I was entertained most of the movie. The rate that I'm going to give is 5/10 - because of Liam mostly - and because I liked the chemistry between the actors- and for me all of them were unknown. So if you have a spare time and you want to see some action - this is a movie for you.
הלילה זה קרה - הגשם הראשון
הלילה זה קרה, אחרי שנים של פיכחון הלילה זה קרה, חלמתי עליו שוב עם הגשם הראשון, שנים עברו, את פניו לא ראיתי, הוא התקדם הלאה בחייו, יש לו אחרת אבל אני עדיין לא התקדמתי הלאה אולי לא בתת המודע הלילה זה קרה, התת המודע שלי עדיין תקוע בעבר, חלמתי עליו, חלמתי על הבחור שיש לו אחרת, אבל התת מודע שלי עדיין נסוג לאחור, התת מודע שלי עדיין מייחל ליום ליום שבו אני אהיה האחרת, יום שלא יקרה, הלילה זה קרה, נגעתי בגופו הבוער, נגעתי בתשוקות המורדמות שבי והחזרתי לעצמי שביב של תקווה שביב של תקווה שהיה בנעוריי שאולי הוא עוד לא אבוד הלילה זה קרה, החלום איתו , זה כל מה שהשתקקתי לו הזדמנות נדירה לחוות את הלהבה כמו ביום שבו ראיתי אותו מדבר עם להט בעיניו כמו ביום שהוא אמר מה הסרט האהוב עליו, כמו ביום שהוא אמר שפילוסופיה זה מה שמעניין אותו, ובדבריו גיצים של תשוקה שהלהיבה אותי יותר מתמיד
ספרים שמעובדים לסרטים
זה מאוד מוזר, אבל כמעט כל ספר שאני קוראת הופך להיות סרט. מה שזה אומר שזה בהכרח ספר טוב ופופולרי, אחרת אין סיבה ממשית לעבדו לסרט. הספרים שאני מתייחסת אליהם עכשיו הם: HOW I LIVE NOW BY MEG RUSSOF הכריכה בעברית הכריכה באנגלית וגם BEFORE I DIE BY JENNY DOWNHAN הפוסטר של הסרט הכריכה בעברית הכריכה באנגלית הטריילר את שניהם קראתי בעברית והם היו זורמים ונחמדים ביותר, כל אחד מהספרים השאיר עלי רושם, למרות שהספר השני היה היותר מרגש. אני חייבת לציין שעבור הספר היותר מרגש – בחרו אולי לא את השחקנית הכי מתאימה לגלם את הדמות המרכזית – DAKOTA FANNING על אף שהיא אחת השחקניות הכי מדהימות ומוכשרות שיש, פשוט דמיינתי אותה אחרת – אני מניחה שאחרי שאני אראה את הסרט כנראה הדיעה שלי תשתנה – לפחות אני מקווה. לגבי הספר הראשון – שהוא בדיוני לגמרי, ועד כמה שאני לא אוהבת בדיוני ועוד ספר שמדבר על מלחמה ושהיא גם בדיונית בעליל – הדמויות, וסיפור האהבה שנרקם לאורכו הם אלה שגרמו לי להמשיך לקרוא עד סופו. לדעתי הם בחרו בצורה נב
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Music - Taylor Swift, Glee songs - season 4, Bronze Radio Return. Photography - the sea, skies, tall tress, leaves, grass. Books - THE HISTORY OF LOVE <3 Feeling - Sad and lost.. Emotions - Buried inside.. Style Icon - Emma Stone Quote of the day - “At some point we all look up and realize we are lost in a maze.” ― John Green , Looking for Alaska
Justin Bieber - Be Alright (Audio)
FYI - i'm not a belieber fan - i just like the lyrics and the melody.
Quotes from "THE HISTORY OF LOVE"
“there are two types of people in the world: those who prefer to be sad among others, and those who prefer to be sad alone.” ― Nicole Krauss , The History of Love “If I had a camera,' I said, 'I'd take a picture of you every day. That way I'd remember how you looked every single day of your life.” ― Nicole Krauss “I was never a man of great ambition I cried too easily I didn't have a head for science Words often failed me While others prayed I only moved my lips” ― Nicole Krauss , The History of Love “Sometimes no length of string is long enough to say the thing that needs to be said. In such cases all the string can do, in whatever its form, is conduct a person's silence.” ― Nicole Krauss , The History of Love
QUOTES OF THE DAY
“It takes a huge effort to free yourself from memory” ― Paulo Coelho , Aleph “What hurts us is what heals us” ― Paulo Coelho , Aleph
I really don't like sad movies - i always end up sobbing like a little child. i get so emotional and fragile - and it affects me for the rest of my day or night. Yet those kind of movies make me feel real emotions - kind of emotions i tend to run away from. Another thing i wanted to mention is 3 tv shows that i really liked this year, and they are: "Martin Bohm is a widower and single father who is haunted by an inability to connect to his emotionally challenged 11-year-old son Jake. But when Martin discovers that Jake can predict events before they happen, everything changes." "Touch" theme song -> "Dr. Daniel Pierce is an eccentric neuroscientist who uses his unique outlook to help the federal government solve complex criminal cases" "'The Closer' spin-off series which follows Capt. Raydor of the Los Angeles Police Department. "
דברים רנדומליים שמשמחים אותי :)
1. פסקול של סרט טוב 2. זריחה 3. שקיעה 4. ריח של דשא בבוקר 5. ספר טוב 6. לא לחכות לאוטובוס 7. לפגוש אנשים חדשים 8. טיולים בחיק הטבע 9. סדרות טלוויזיה 10. סוכריות גומי 11. פרחים 12. בלונים צבעוניים 13. סמס מאדם אהוב והכי חשוב - מוזיקה ! שיר נוסטלגי
a burst of joy
A Sudden burst of happiness A Sudden burst of joy Why does it not last long enough? Why does it escape my sight? Why does its smell so indulgently sweet? Like a wild mustang, I look for freedom, Freedom of living a joyful life, While the freedom still manages to escape, You want to get to the core, Core of your existence around the people you love It's the first time you understand That you weren’t looking to finding yourself But creating a vivid new identity
SOME QUOTES FOR THE WEEKEND
“I think and think and think, I‘ve thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it.” ― Jonathan Safran Foer “All truly great thoughts are conceived while walking.” ― Friedrich Nietzsche , Twilight of the Idols “Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.” ― Dr. Seuss The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be – Marcel Pagnol.
The past few days i wasn't feeling well /= - and today one of my costumers managed to make me cry - that was awful - its not bad enough that i've caught the cold but also crying didn't help me much at making a reasonable convesation - my mind was blurred - oh well. few points about this week that i wanted to be noted: 1. SWITCHED AT BIRTH is back - it was a nice episode but very expected also - maybe because of all the spoilers lately.. 2. COVERT AFFAIRS - it has been one hell of a season this year - i really love Piper's character and i feel like every season it has more charm to it. 3. ROB LOWE is my ultimate idol - after watching an old episode of him on the OPERA show - in which he showcases his new memoir - which i think that is going to sell well - and i'm adding it to my wish - list. i like the fact that he showed his vulernability - it was so sweet of him - and this sentence about being in the twenties is all about finding yourself - even at 26 years o
sleepless night
oh no, there again, the sleepless night that is keeping me awake oh no how can i keep go on? everything around me seems to collapse oh no - what have i done? I'm looking forward to living my feelings - but it feels so far away - too far away. it's hard to be honest with yourself - it's hard going forward and then making all the way back. the likelihood of winning someones heart stands next to the likelihood to loving yourself. oh no, there again, i seem being trapped- and the feeling doesnt fade - how is it possible to lose control and just be?