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Photo by  Samuel Zeller  on  Unsplash It was easy for you to say Yet, you kept showing me that there were myriad possibilities only if I were brave enough to seize you said that I should just do it there was no need to contemplate, if you believed it and really meant it you would actually make it real but I had never believed you I could have never trusted your advice it was an idea my mind would not be able to process Could I really achieve it? Would I be able to ever trust your words? I wished to make it real

Photo by  Isai Ramos  on  Unsplash I have tried to steer clear from the evil spirits, yet, they had kept hunting me down, and I could not have anticipated the aftermath I have been running for miles never stopping to look back as I was scared they were still behind I had reiterated your past words the words that kept me going whenever I needed a reminder of better days I’d close my eyes and recall your enormous smile when you told me that those just voices in my head I kept moving never pausing to look back as I could never anticipate the aftermath once they’d conquer my soul

Photo by  Barth Bailey  on  Unsplash I pushed the entrance door but I couldn't open it I pushed harder but is stayed intact no matter what I had attempted it had never left a single impact I pushed myself forward dodging whatever came along I thought I knew better as long as I moved onward I had dismissed everyone that might be a part of my path, carelessly, I kept dodging whatever came along I wish I could have some remorse for the path,  I thought I had taken but  I was just never going in any direction I was constantly avoiding migration towards what I felt would make me go onwards what  an inner digression

Photo by  Matteo Kutufa  on  Unsplash Why  do you  go to that same place time and time again? You  circle the premises of an abandoned place that remains bypassed You circle the premises search for the broken and seek to bring  together fragments of their broken hearts Why do you go against the flow why do you love the broken, with the shattered heart? I tried and failed to follow your soul, one that endured and collected bits and pieces of the broken One that endured and never could turn a blind eye on a passerby's pain

Photo by  Manouchehr Hejazi  on  Unsplash “ Possessed ” | 9 out of 365 A pursuit of what you imagined was real, of what others tried to conceal You have been repressed and put your voyage on hold, but you had fought back had shed that weight that made you feel  as if you were possessed you had fought back you knew  that you could prevail you’re on a voyage to abolish that distorted hiss, and to evoke the inner peace you can  expose others’ tales conquer the despair and fulfiil your desires @presnyakov.julia

Photo by  Nong Vang  on  Unsplash “ Nevermore ” | 8 out of 365 Untold anecdotes, pages and pages of what we  once were, recollections we no longer had shared memories   nevermore remained the same nevermore pictured what  we might have had memories  had transformed throughout time shifted their shape enabling our grand escape anecdotes of self-reflection and regret, unveiling unbounded passion that had begun with  a premature impulsion @p resnyakov.julia

Is there any antidote to the engulfing sorrow? Downbeat, I was unable to flee from the ravages of my own dolor I was fumbling to find a light rummaging for a crescent moon or a hidden star I was fumbling to find a light that will point to my freedom to a place distant from the lurking inner scars Yet, I was unable to flee from my own scars, as the freezing embrace of the darkness gently steered me towards my own madness

You said you were sorry, that you’d make amends, but, all you ever did was to trip over the threshold instead Your love was unwieldy, as you kept tripping over the same distorted threshold, as if you’d never looked ahead, only broke your promises instead That distorted threshold, was inherently corrupt, I knew it your love to me was oddly abrupt I should have known it As you kept breaking your promises, pushing me slowly further and further away I should have known it I was passionately taking part in your vigorous play of deceit

It’d been a while that your soul had been dispirited, The convergence of your dreams relied on the fleeting phantoms’ screams You tried to elude your inner world and break away from the senselessness You put your previous life on hold and just ran into the cold You tried to evoke a sense of being as the heedlessness was everywhere, Soundly creeping in, Someday, Your soul would be entangled inside your own built walls.

I believed the vantage point was in my favor, Poignantly I’d disregarded your embellished truth I supposed I could and took a leap of faith, Your elicit silence only echoed from afar Unknowingly I’d stood on the edge of the precipice, Waiting for your pledge I’d beheld your moves Unaware of your embellished truth, You’d directed your verdict from the very start

Hush my demons please let me breathe, Hush my demons, I wish for an instant relief I try to propel myself but no air is coming in I try to shift forward but I migrate backward Please don’t be taken aback, There is no emotion akin to moving onward without breathing in Hush my demons, please make it stop Let me leave, I can cope Hush my demons, I want to start from scratch with no single patch

Yellow flowers had comforted my soul, Overflowed my mind with images Yellow flowers, A splatter of color amidst all the greenery, Ahead, in front of my balcony Oh, memories Bring so much comfort and distress Embraced by such fervor My mind plunged deep into a pool full of images My mind moved swiftly recollecting images that once composed my life Oh, memories, I find myself amidst the yellow splatters that belonged to a place I once called home.

It was half-past seven on a summer night, People were strolling outside, Aimlessly, looking for an adventure walking on the meandering path It was half-past seven A father with his son and daughter were playing outside their happy laughter could be heard from afar The sun was still blazing For a brief instant, all my worries were dissolved I was in the present moment Watching the city hustle and bustle from afar I took a deep breath wishing for it to last Just for an additional moment, I wanted to forget my past.

nascent turbulence veiled twinge forthwith, it will commence prevailing over your yearning the pain stings and makes you numb adhering to the truth that with the budding hopes there are burgeoning woes adhering to the truth that with time nothing really changes your soul silently aiming at a distant point that you still are afraid to conquer forthwith, it will commence the inner battle inanity against vanity vanity as the initializer for imbalance versus inanity as a purer glance an insight of the inner hurdle © Vera Tatrov || Place: South Korea

Muster the courage Is what you told me “I wish I had the strength” My mouth murmured I wish I could get out From the darkness I am being weaved to I wish to erase my harried face from your memory just erase it all No matter how small Or big it seemed I want to start again The confused heartbeat silently beating to your harsh words Yes I have plunged into the depths of the sea afraid of divulging what I tried hard to never confide I wish I could get out From the hell that I gently sank into Your look pierced hard through my flesh but I’ve never moved forward I felt that yet another storm was impending to make my confused heartbeat beat harder to make me stray away I longed for a fresh start for my heartbeats to follow yours longed to erase my harried face longed to confide in you to find hope

Rummaging through my soul Remembering the misconstrued words You have always sounded ingenious Wording your observations  after a long consideration It was my fault  my mind grasped them as messages of reassurance I become hopeful again Never considering to look sideways  Where your heart was beating along to someone else's The truth Followed by a despair Something broke inside beyond any repair I tried to look for a reason it tore me apart Once It felt like  my heart was moved by you albeit, it might have been a very short voyage The truth cropped up on me jolted me forward It didn't scare me Nor did it make me intrigued It was me that averted my eyes from the truth You were never mine, to begin with

It has been a while that I've been cuddled hard by loneliness, Never have I never tried to look for an escape, Never have I wondered How to create An alternative dimension, It has been a while that, That I wished for the universe to give me another chance A  chance  of gaining my happiness again, I figured that all the stories I have told, All the stories that were swirling in my mind, All were my own assumptions, I've recreated the  situations, I've made my own alternative universe, A universe which led my life, You stroked my hair and told me, that everything is going to be alright, that you would be able to soothe my stress, that you would be able to take my pain away, I tried not to take your words for granted, But that's the very thing that I've done, I swirled more stories in my mind, I've had doubts, I've been frightened to my bones, Never realizing if it's ok, Ok to let my guards down, It's been  a while that,

Nightmares were not seeking me at nights Instead, I was being haunted during daytime My nightmares have been disguised as my real desires They say you're what your heart aspires But my mind took the matter into its own hands I woke up and never realized that I was never wide awake I woke up to see the sun fully shining It bleakly shone through me My only hope was to get one last sight Of how would my life had turned around If I were truly wide awake Ahead I saw your face, Yet I could not distinguish I could not make sense If that were your true self that was showing Or just your bleak self I am sorry, that I couldn't see it before I'm sorry for whatever I had said I had pushed you aside Without even realizing so Ascending higher the crooked stairs Your face had shown up I could not hold it inside no more I smiled and  wished That this time my mind won't intervene I kept going, Never realizing I was still soundly asleep