"A long time ago"
A long time ago, A long time ago that I've given up, I've given up on what I thought I should do, I was afraid, A long time ago, I can’t recall the time, I thought I'm not good enough, I thought that with time I'll find my way, But it was only a step back, I stepped back and never moved on, A long time ago, I've given up on myself, I told myself I'm not good enough, And today, years later, I can't fall sleep at night, My mind keeps buzzing with silent screams, I look up at the ceiling and wish for it to stop, A long time ago, I thought that I should not do it, I thought that I'm not good enough, Now years later I feel the after effects, Now my heart shows me what my mind has denied, It doesn't matter if I'm good enough, I still can retract my phases from years ago, I still can be my own, I'm good as it is, I'm good, as long as I find joy.