candleburn

Carried with the waves, Long and still, my breath is caught by the humming breeze, The hot sand underneath, the peaceful view, I'm looking for you to guide me through, It was long ago, when I took this journey, I'm still looking for the desired answers, For you to tell me what the future holds, Frantic, that's how they call me, The shimmering sparkle of your eyes, I'm looking forward to meeting your gaze, One more phase, I am not going to put it on hold I was waiting too long to make that step , The gentle waves are leading me to the depths of the sea, I'm not afraid to look at the eyes of the death, That's the path I ought to take, It was something I needed to do, I've to figure out for myself. The truth of life, The meaning behind my existence, Please don’t wake me, There's only one step from my own redemption.

I've lost the spark, the growing gap, I can't make up for what is lost, The draining touch of the ray of the sun, Makes it harder to keep going, Looking for a clue, there's no one who Can possibly know, There's no one that actually cares, It's you and what is around, You can't make any sound, I feel like I'm a stranger in my own skin The protective shell is gone. Picking up the pieces of my soul, It won't be the same. The knowledge remains solid The mask you've put, Is no longer there, Groaning in between, I've lost my own track, I don’t know what I'm, You can't claim, That everything is going to be alright, The real pain is out of others sight I've lost the spark; it won't be the same again, Clashing all the norms, There're too much storms for me to handle, The view of the crashing waves makes me realize, That what is real, is what you feel inside, Anything besides that you can leave aside

It's dim outside, I'm fighting with urge to close my eyes. Staying still in the same position, It seems like forever since the first dawn, I cannot wait longer, not now, I cannot hold the trigger, no more, One simple push and I am gone I can sense the threshold, It's not that far away, one single reach, One single reach and I'm going to be closer, Closer to you, The fright is going to fade, There's no such thing as fear, As far as I'm concerned it's you that I'm afraid to lose, And not the other way around, The mist is not fully gone, The will to pull what seemed so wrong, Is what you feared the most, but no more? There's a crack you must hold onto, It's you and I that must take the leap, Jump to the frozen water, It's not the fear that deceived us, But the unknown