candleburn

What do you do What do you do when The path you have chosen Isn't the right one? What do you do At this time and age? One day I woke up And realized I was underwater I woke up at this time and age And I breathed in I could live but barely I breathed the water And it felt like bare air What do you do When one day you wake up And you find yourself Underwater Yeah you are underwater What do you do then? What do you do at this time and age? One day I woke up Yeah I woke up And I was underwater I breathed in the water That seemed like bare air But I didn't suffocate No part of me ached I woke up and realized That even at this time and age I needed to look for a new path Even at this time and age I was still breathing in Being underwater.

Yesterday, my bestie and i have celebrated 11 years of knowing each other. My friend lives in Berlin whereas i live in Israel, we've never met, but our friendship evolved throughout the years.  I've learnt that you don't need to physically meet a person to have a special bond, it's more than that. I and my bestie managed to be in touch throughout the years. We've started talking on celebrity forums and then we moved to MSN and facebook. We always figured how to communicate, we always tried to understand the other side perspective, which is a very important aspect, you really need to respect the other side  and understand where the other person is coming from. My friend decided to make 11 different kind of lists that actually describe our friendship. I'd like to post them here and share it with you guys. These lists made me incredibly happy and sad, it was such a great gift, it really touched my heart. The lists: 11 places we should travel to: 1. Seo

Recently a lot of thoughts had been on my mind. I always try to put these thoughts away, but I can't seem to do it. Perhaps the heat of the past few weeks has been playing games with my mind, and I just can't make myself think straight. I think that I have some anxiety problems; I never really talk about it, because I never really grasped the idea. But I do have difficulties being around large groups of people whom I don’t know, Or even being around a new person at work When I encounter a new person at work that I've never really talked to, and feel that the person never even tries to make a conversation, makes me feel quite anxious just because I tend to make up stories in my mind, stories that are  actually reasons for why that person isn't approaching me first. I've always led a complicated life, the complication was inside my mind and not visible to the outside world. I have struggled with this situation for years, and I'm still struggling. It