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One of my fave TV-shows this year :) Yesterday's episode was very good :D, don't you think that Dan and Serena are the best couple ever? ^_^ You should check it out ;) BTW the actress who plays Serena is Blake Lively,you probably saw her in "The Travelling Pants" movie, which there is going to be a second movie in august of 2008.

an amusing movie!, one of a kind that's for sure:D A comedy you shouldn't miss!

"The life of a top chef changes when she becomes the guardian of her young niece." Starring:Catherine Zeta-Jones,Abigail Breslin. A very nice comedy/drama/romantic movie, which you should check out.

Better than i personally expected it to be. A Fantasy about a young boy who came upon a dragon egg, he was the one who was chosen by the dragon to be the dragon-rider and to save his home from the cruel king.

Today I was at the Intel Company, it was a lot of fun, and my math tutor was hilarious! For the first time in my life, math was actually a fun subject to learn, too bad it doesn’t like that with my teacher at school =/ If someone wonders, what the hell was I doing there? It is just some engineers who works at Intel decided to do some volunteering job and to help kids like me, who needs help in math. xoxo

I must confess that carol taught me a lot about life. Having a sister at the age of 10 is a dramatic change, it taught me a lot about responsibility. When my grandmother arrived to baby-sit us both, I was the one who was the responsible, I never let her do anything with carol, I was the one who changed carol’s diapers, who sang her a lullaby. Even though Carol hates me now, because she thinks that I’m a bad sister, I must say it was not a piece of cake for me to enter the adolescence years and to grow with a little sister along the way, it’s a hard for a teenager to grow with a child. Teenager needs his freedom, his privacy, and when he does not get them, he becomes angry, and pretty retarded. I hope that my sister will understand that someday, and forgive me eventually. Lisa who doesn’t have younger siblings doesn’t understand how it’s like when parents spoil the younger one, because he deserves to be a little bit spoiled as we used to, and therefore she blames my parents for that and...

My sister used to tell me “hey stop telling me what to do, you’re not the boss of me” Have I ever mentioned she is only six? Carol is too smart for her age that’s for sure, she knows curses which I got to know when I was about 10 years old XD Randomly she says me sentences like:“I will scratch your table if you wont do for me this and this”, this girl certainly knows how to threaten, and that’s scares the hell out of me! Recently she said, “Gosh it’d be so good if you’d be gone and I’d inherit your room” Like WTF? How can a girl who is only 6 years old have such twisted mind? Yesterday, she tried threatening me by saying that she’d call the police if I didn’t listen my mom or do things she want me to do.my mom's little pet. My mom is so over protective about my sister. She believes to everything that this little devil has to say, and then she even punishes me. So that is why her “trying of disciplining” me kind of fails every time she tries. Besides, I let her know that ...

Being alone that is my destiny, To be an outsider is what I meant to be, I do not belong to this society, I do not deserve being treated as an individual, As long as I am only a shadow who passes through the streets “You don’t deserve to get a feedback”, that is what they are telling me “You don’t deserve being a part of this community”, that is what you see from the screaming silence, How can you live in such society? I do not deserve being treated as an individual, As long as I am only a shadow who passes through the streets. How can I show my face? As they staring with their fierce long look, Longing for me to disappear, Longing for me to be gone, and not to be seen? Longing for me to fail, to fail the step, and fall ahead. How can I get self-esteem? How can I turn to a person who does not care what people say? A person who believes, A person who know that it is going to get better, A person who can face the cruel reality. Comments would be appreciated:)

I always thought that trust is something important. However, how can you ask others to trust you, while you do not trust anyone but yourself?(that's due to the past Circumstances) A mate of mine told me that I could trust him. However, how can person ever trust someone after being cheated? I have been asking that question myself for a while. However, I never seemed to find the answer. Lisa and Rachel were talking at their desks in the class, while I was watching them. They never asked me to come over and sit with them, they never were that interested in chatting with me. Rachel told me that they do not have to tell me to come over; I have to come over myself, if I do not want to stay all alone the whole period. Rachel told me that through the freshman year, she felt lonely and had to come over to our desk even though she “wasn’t invited”. Last year we just started getting to know each other, and maybe I am the one who was selfish, I really do not know, and at this point do not real...

an amazing Action movie, a real thriller :) It's about a man named Chris Johnson (Nicolas Cage) who has the ability of knowing what the future holds. Co Starring:Julianne Moore,Jessica Biel.

Do you know how it is like when you expect something to happen one way, and it eventually happens the way you would never predict it to happen, however it doesn't mean that it certainly has to be in a good way. Do you know how it is like, when your parents want you to become a certain person with a certain job? Well I personally do not. My father’s only wish for me is to get a job, a good one of course, where I can get a very good salary, and a car. That is it. He does not want me to be a lawyer, do you know why? Because he claims that I will not make a good one, and that I am not the person who can suit a job like that. Rachel wants to be an accountant, she believes that it is a good job, and I certainly agree with her opinion, and there is no doubt that she will get a very nice paycheck at the end of the month. However, is that paycheck is that important? I mean we live in the century, where the money is the only thing that matters, I mean where is the joy of waking up with a smi...

One day my little sister Carol and I were on our way to the toys shop. She wanted me to get her some nice soft plasticine.it was not that hard to guess her darkest motive for that, since it was a quite raainy day she just wanted to get outside and jump on every plash she'd come upon. Sincerely I felt sorry for her pink nice new boots with shiny hearts on. When we got to the store, the seller woman showed us two kinds of plasticine, and since I only had 3 dollars on me, I could not afford the second one. When we got out from the shop. I have seen a man who was opening this huge glass balloons filled with candies, unfortunately, they were falling all over the dusty ground and then he just put them back to the balloon. OMG and that is what we pay for. For dusty candies? I cannot believe I spent 1 cent over a dusty candy, for the past 10 years. In addition, once they were taking like 50% percents from the profit for helping kids who had cancer, how sick is that? Selling candies that ar...

“hey, stop that”, Rachel told me,” you’re acting very weird, you’re not my parents, so stop acting like them”, a short period and then she continued “I don’t have to tell you where I’m going, you don’t have to know my every move, so back off” I felt horrible, I did not know what happened to her, and she has never acted that aggressively towards me. Lisa, my second so-called best friend did not say anything, I was disappointed, and they just went to whatever destination they were meant to go. The other day, I Lisa and Rachel were on our way to our school library. When we got inside, Rachel went directly to the corner of the English books; she was looking for some new ones. however she remembered perfectly how many times I was complaining about the none-nada-budget for new English books this year, and then when I reminded it to her, she said “Shahs I know that you’re always complaining about things ”, and she sounded like who even care what you’ve said. I was so offended; I just could no...

Once I was told, that the most important things in life is not up to me to figure out, The most important stuff is up to others to find and me to analyze. Once I thought I am unique, that there are no other human that is like me, however I never have imagined how wrong  have i been. I have found out that there are a lot alike, and even better, a lot better. that day I understood that unique I would never be. That piece of information hurts me a lot to this day. Its hard to know that what you have thought that you had is precious and extraordinary is not that special considering to others. That is how my story has begun; unknowingly I have entered to a life of self-consciousness at the very young age of 15. From that point and on I figured out many things, and maybe started thinking like the adults, like my parents. Once I was a straight A student, I was appreciated by others. However, the fear of the unknown has grown all over me, and made me a different person, the pers...

I completely support her, she has been through a lot. However now she tries to take a hold of her life and live it to the fullest. "I Decide" by Lindsay Lohan.

The idea has been taken from from the "Portrait Forums". Blink 182 - Anthem Part 2, a video with a heroes theme.:

A very nice movie, which i enjoyed watching. a 14-years-old teenager lost his uncle, his only family, and he's getting hired by his uncle bosses to be a spy in order to save the world and for him to discover who's his uncle's killer and eventually to get a revenge. although you may be surprised .

I guess you've already seen it, since it was aired yesterday. i can't believe that there are only a few episodes left till the end of the second "heroes" season, however if the "Writers Strike" is near to it's end, there's a huge possibility that it may continue, who knows. i think that this episode was amazing, and about how Noah came back from the death, wow that was a breath taking. i wonder what is going to be like in the next episodes. In addition there's a huge blur about Alejandro and his sister's destiny, and what's going to be with Sylar and Adam? Lets just wait and see.

an extraordinary movie. This movies is about a man named David who's a great and very successful writer who mostly writes science fiction novels (John Cusack) This man lost his wife few years back, and he was just living his life day to day doing nothing special until he decides to adopt a child who has a lot of resemblance to the kid David was himself . he sees in this kid something that reminds him of himself, he want to be the one to help the kid that believes that he came from the planet MARS to see the world in different light, in the light where everything is possible, he helps him to learn about humanity and being a good person. A must see movie :)

LifeHouse, one of my favourites bands.They have recently released a new album,named: "Who We Are?",it's a great album with awesome songs. 1. Disarray . awesome track, which i really liked, the music is amazing the lyrics as well, It could be a great single:) 9/10 2. First Time . Just amazing, it really suits to the teenagers attitude, it's about first love, a true love.there is a music video as well, which is quite nice.9.5/10 (http://youtube.com/watch?v=b0fKI_FS-4U) 3. What Ever It Takes . another great track, is also about love.about a man who has lost his love, and would do what ever it takes to return the time back, the lost time.he knows that he's the one to blame, he was the one who was mistaken, and he just can stand seeing his ex girlfriend being harmed by him. 8.5/10 4. Who We ARE . one of my personal favourites, i just freakin love the chorus. You should definitely check it out.(self exposing) 10/10 5. Broken . a very nice track. about broken heart, and ...

A short movie, but very meaningful. the script was written by kate Hudson, and the movie was directed by her as well. Starring: Dakota Fanning,Virginia Madsen,Kristen Stewart. "After Robin buys her daughter Lacey a new expensive guitar, she reminiscences about the time she got an Olds Cutlass as her first car when she was younger." The Full movie:

Dakota fanning is an amazing actress, even though she's still very young, you can see that she's gifted.a great movie which i adore, and I'm sure you'll love it too, because the plot is very touching, and I'm sure it'll will touch your heart as well :) This movie is about a girl who fights back with a lot of determination in order to save the horse that she beileves in. "Dreamer performed by Bethany Dillon Performed for the movie: Dreamer, Inspired By A True Story"

Great movie with Matt Damon, it's the last movie in the trilogy. definitely my favourite :)

The strike seems to continue, thanks god :D so be tuned for more updates:), I'll try to recommend movies, post the newest trailers of the newest episodes of the shows you might like :) Oh and i wanted to say, to all the "Avatar:the last air bender" fans, episodes 10,11 are finally online:D you can watch/download them here: www.watch-avatar.com

It's quite nice, but a bit disappointing, still worth watching. Co starring: Morgan Freemanת John Cusack.

a good movie for the whole family to watch :) "Joe Kingman had the perfect game plan to win the championship... but first, he has to tackle one little problem. "

a very sweet movie.a girls favourite.nice songs. Starring: Amanda Bynes, Zac Efron.

A must see movie!, an outstanding plot with amazing actors performances. "Jason thought his inheritance was going to be the gift of money and lots of it. Was he ever in for a big surprise. Based on the best-selling book "The Ultimate Gift" by Jim Stovall, the story sends trust fund baby Jason Stevens on an improbable journey of discovery, having to answer the ultimate question: "What is the relationship between wealth and happiness?" Jason had a very simple relationship with his impossibly wealthy Grandfather, Howard "Red" Stevens. He hated him. No heart-to-heart talks, no warm fuzzies, just cold hard cash. So of course he figured that when Red died, the whole "reading of the will" thing would be another simple cash transaction, that his Grandfather's money would allow him to continue living in the lifestyle to which he had become accustomed. But what Red left him was anything but simple. Red instead devised a plan for Jason to experien...

A teenager girl loses her older brother. she believes she has to take his place in his soccer team, against all the odds she shows everyone, that girls can play serious soccer as well.

One word=>John Cusack, that's the only thing that matters!.I loved this movie, it was quite scary, the scariness i could handle haha. Some claim it was not that good, but i say that it is a masterpiece.

Wow, Jessica Biel is amazing here:D This plot is out of this world!, the end was so surprising and an unexpected! Just perfect!

An amazing action movie, Bruce Willis just never fails to surprise me :) The plot is awesome, there are no weak points or boring points, just a very well done action movie :D

Another sweet animated movie, which i enjoyed watching. it's quite hilaarious, and the plot is pretty good :)

A truly amazing movie ! The ending was a bit disappointing, yet i couldn't stop sobbing. Overall it shows you that the imaginary world does exist as long as you close your eyes and believe.

One of my favourites this year, that's for sure. This story follows a teenage rock hopper penguin named Cody Maverick from his hometown of Shiverpool, Antarctica, where all of the other penguins think he's nothing but a surfing fool, to the "Big Z Memorial Surf Off" on Pen Gu Island. Young Cody is determined to win the most important competition in the world of penguin surfing in honor of "Big Z," a deceased surfing legend whom he has idolized since childhood. But the waves in Pen Gu are different than in Shiverpool, and the competition is steep. The current champ, egotistical Tank Evans, isn't just about to let this little penguin knock him from first place without a fight. When Cody wipes out and encounters Geek, a recluse aging former surfer, living in the jungle, he learns some important lessons about life and surfing, and even teaches Geek a thing or two.

An awesome crime/thriller movie, one of a kind, and it's a lot better than Chaos in my opinion, you should definitely see it :) The Trailer:

A really cool video i found. Casting Crowns - Who Am I?

By Melee:) Just a sweet song i like, and it's kind of summerizes the events that i've been through recently.

This is the Chronicles of Narnia soundtrack by kutless. A very inspiring song, you should listen to it :D

Kutless - "Promise Of A Life Time"

I've read this book in two days, the last days of the summer vacation. This story is about a boy named Oskar whose father ran the family jewelry business.One day his father attended a work meeting at world trade central, the day when the most horrible terror attack occurred. Oskar lost his father. Once when he entered to his parents room he accidentally broke a vase, and there he found an envelope that contained a key in it.Oskar assumed that the key belonged to his father, so he decides to travel throughout New York's boroughs to find the the right lock. Even though the story was kind of messy, because it was written in an extraordinary way, however once you get the hold of it, you'll enjoy every minute.

This book is about a boy who doesn't afraid to follow his dreams, he has the courage to face all the blockages that are in front of him in order to pursuit his destiny and fulfill his dreams.

Another Ghilbi film :) it's truly amazing :), I loved every second of it, It's about first love,it's about books, it's about proving yourself of what you're capable of :D "Shizuku lives a simple life, dominated by her love for stories and writing. One day she notices that all the library books she has have been previously checked out by the same person: 'Seiji Amasawa'. Curious as to who he is, Shizuku meets a boy her age whom she finds infuriating, but discovers to her shock that he is her 'Prince of Books'. As she grows closer to him, she realizes that he merely read all those books to bring himself closer to her.  The boy Seiji aspires to be a violin maker in Italy, and it is his dreams that make Shizuku realize that she has no clear path for her life. Knowing that her strength lies in writing, she tests her talents by writing a story about Baron, a cat statuette belonging to Seiji's grandfather."

I've seen this movie not long ago, and i just adore it. One day a 18 year old girl named Sophia heart's was taken by a western witch. Sophia discovered she turned to a 80 years old lady.She decides to leave the hat shop, where she lived and where she constantly was making a lot of different kinds of hats, put beautifully together by her. *SPOILER* - she started her way to the unknown and accidentally ran into a scarecrow which helped her find howls moving castle...she falls in love with howl himself and tries to return his heart which was stolen as well, because if not - then he's going to die.

oh i'm into the indie-alternative-rock-piano in the background music, strange mix?haha i love this lyrics, it's kutless song, named "More Than It Seems" "Is my imagination running away or is all this really happening to me? Am I a prince in a far away land filled with fantasy? Where is reality and what are the actions that will define who I am? I am holding on to the visions I've seen of what I could be. It's what I should be. (chorus:) More than it seems these dreams inside Blur reality's line . If I could believe that, dreams aside, I am capable of more than it seems. More than it seems. Passing through the darkness into my own world Will I be more than when I left? Never letting go of the lessons I learned this will make a change. A change within me. (chorus:) More than it seems these dreams inside Blur reality's line. If I could believe that, dreams aside, I am capable of more than it seems. This time I won't run away, I've found the ...

wow i'm so excited i can't wait to see the new episode already:D i know it's going to be exciting, the third season is really something!, and it only gets better :)

I have no idea whether the strike will continue or not, and it drives me insane :( I don't know if we are going to go back to school on this Sunday...i hope not \= and i don't know if i can just be back to school, like nothing happened :( and about the Intel thing, I'm disappointed, i made a total full of myself yesterday,when they asked me really simple questions, it's just um mm i didn't know what to say, and i just stared at them for a while :( grrr , I'm so stupid i know, man i have problems or something, if I'd not be selected I'll be so sad. cuz it's my only opportunity to get help and improve my skills in math, and i really need it, i really do :(

My latest poem :) I cannot move, my tears are unstoppable, I can take no more, I am not sure if I can go on, I though that I’ve someone to rely on I thought I have someone to trust However, it must, Must be a pure illusion of my mind, That a girl like me could ever get a friend, That a girl like me could be ever trusted My eyes just seemed like they cannot be closed Because as it turned out to be, I could not stop crying, Even though the tears were freezing, I could still feel the incredible heat inside Like something kept me warm, Something that told me that everything will be all right Feeling ashamed, I pulled up the blanket over my face, However, it did not seem to work, I tried my best to stop the flooding tears, I tried to stop feeling guilty I tried to make myself the one to blame I tried to let myself to see That maybe the real problem is in me

This is my first experience in writing a blog, and I think it would be fun to do one myself, I hope you would find it entertaining the same way as I do. I am going to post funny and interesting stuff, as well as my graphics and poems :)