PARADOX - chapter [1]
As you've already figured that out, my name is Dylan and I'm a 23-year-old gal.
I'm still living with my folks at their house. It's so frustrating to be stuck with them.
I change my jobs on the daily basis, can't stick to a single one.
All my pals from childhood had disappeared like they had never been there.
I'm an aspiring song writer gal, I've written for years.
I remember being 10 years old, While I was sitting at the back of my daddy's Korean Hyundai I was reading a not existing (these days) youth newspaper with a huge article regarding Britney Spears. I remember asking my dad: "Daddy do you think that songwriters earn a lot of money? Do you think it's hard to sell a song to a big pop singer?"
I'm not quite sure what my dad had answered me at that time, but I was sure it's my destiny.
Years passed by and I've totally forgotten about that this old and sad dream of mine. I keep going on mumbling that I don't have a dream and I don't know what to do.
Recently, I talked with this jewelry designer lady who told me that she had a dream of buying this mannequin doll for sewing. She wanted it the old school kind.
This lady has asked me "Do you have some desired dream or a wish?"
I've answered her "not in particular but I know the feeling".
How could I possibly know if I had not any wishes or dreams?
Maybe it's because I had those dreams but buried them really deep in the deep ground.
I was thinking how a girl like me with no talent at all could be a song writer?
So now, I'm living my life day to day, enjoying the little things.
I'm working near a gas station; it's funny that when I walk by it and look at the skies enjoying the "fresh air". Yeah right? Not fresh but with a good morning feeling clinging to it, most definitely.
Today I woke up to another enthusiastic day at the office. Right now, I'm working as the assistant manager at this big company, and I don't have a clue what actually they're doing.
I'm helping with ordering office supplies and preparing for my boss's future presentation.
I don't tend to stick to one place, so human interaction at the work place doesn't really bother me that much.
I'm still living with my folks at their house. It's so frustrating to be stuck with them.
I change my jobs on the daily basis, can't stick to a single one.
All my pals from childhood had disappeared like they had never been there.
I'm an aspiring song writer gal, I've written for years.
I remember being 10 years old, While I was sitting at the back of my daddy's Korean Hyundai I was reading a not existing (these days) youth newspaper with a huge article regarding Britney Spears. I remember asking my dad: "Daddy do you think that songwriters earn a lot of money? Do you think it's hard to sell a song to a big pop singer?"
I'm not quite sure what my dad had answered me at that time, but I was sure it's my destiny.
Years passed by and I've totally forgotten about that this old and sad dream of mine. I keep going on mumbling that I don't have a dream and I don't know what to do.
Recently, I talked with this jewelry designer lady who told me that she had a dream of buying this mannequin doll for sewing. She wanted it the old school kind.
This lady has asked me "Do you have some desired dream or a wish?"
I've answered her "not in particular but I know the feeling".
How could I possibly know if I had not any wishes or dreams?
Maybe it's because I had those dreams but buried them really deep in the deep ground.
I was thinking how a girl like me with no talent at all could be a song writer?
So now, I'm living my life day to day, enjoying the little things.
I'm working near a gas station; it's funny that when I walk by it and look at the skies enjoying the "fresh air". Yeah right? Not fresh but with a good morning feeling clinging to it, most definitely.
Today I woke up to another enthusiastic day at the office. Right now, I'm working as the assistant manager at this big company, and I don't have a clue what actually they're doing.
I'm helping with ordering office supplies and preparing for my boss's future presentation.
I don't tend to stick to one place, so human interaction at the work place doesn't really bother me that much.
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