sleepless night

oh no, there again,

the sleepless night that is keeping me awake

oh no how can i keep go on?

everything around me seems to collapse

oh no - what have i done?

I'm looking forward to living my feelings - but it feels so far away - too far away.

it's hard to be honest with yourself - it's hard going forward and then making all the way back.

the likelihood of winning someones heart stands next to the likelihood to loving yourself.

oh no, there again,

i seem being trapped- and the feeling doesnt fade -

how is it possible to lose control and just be?