candleburn

Walking wistfully across the street, I cannot let go of the memories The unending view in front of me, The speeding cars, Once it was the place that I called my home, Once it was the place I knew was safe Tracking the rough steps poured in the pavement, There was time before, that the curiosity devolved my guts There are painful sightings that I could not forget Still there was not even a day that didn’t fill me with regret, The burden of the knowledge is still burning in my blood I know that solving the mystery was not the thing that I was after I sense my trembling body, and it occurred to me, I knew that the danger was still within reach There was a shame in my eyes, I knew why, but I couldn’t tell, The pain was unbearable to carry on, I had to let go, the danger I assumed, Was not the one I feared? It was a danger of me getting too close, To the place I once called home, but not anymore

What holds you back? I know I need to let go, The real reason I live in the past, The main reason that keeps me back There's a piece of me, I am afraid to lose, There's a piece of me that defined what I was, The fog surrounds me, I can't see my way out, it's too late, There's a piece of me that I have not lost, That piece that stops me from moving on, The main reason I keep searching for The rays of the sun, Is the glimpse of pain that makes me move, I'm scared of what might happen, The scattered pages of my life I sense that silence that surrounds me The peaceful view of what I could've achieved, The scattered dreams I forgot There's a piece of me that still recalls, There's a piece of me that still longs, For the happily ever after, For the day i'd have the guts To fulfill what was written In those scattered pages that once were my dreams.

Carried with the waves, Long and still, my breath is caught by the humming breeze, The hot sand underneath, the peaceful view, I'm looking for you to guide me through, It was long ago, when I took this journey, I'm still looking for the desired answers, For you to tell me what the future holds, Frantic, that's how they call me, The shimmering sparkle of your eyes, I'm looking forward to meeting your gaze, One more phase, I am not going to put it on hold I was waiting too long to make that step , The gentle waves are leading me to the depths of the sea, I'm not afraid to look at the eyes of the death, That's the path I ought to take, It was something I needed to do, I've to figure out for myself. The truth of life, The meaning behind my existence, Please don’t wake me, There's only one step from my own redemption.

I've lost the spark, the growing gap, I can't make up for what is lost, The draining touch of the ray of the sun, Makes it harder to keep going, Looking for a clue, there's no one who Can possibly know, There's no one that actually cares, It's you and what is around, You can't make any sound, I feel like I'm a stranger in my own skin The protective shell is gone. Picking up the pieces of my soul, It won't be the same. The knowledge remains solid The mask you've put, Is no longer there, Groaning in between, I've lost my own track, I don’t know what I'm, You can't claim, That everything is going to be alright, The real pain is out of others sight I've lost the spark; it won't be the same again, Clashing all the norms, There're too much storms for me to handle, The view of the crashing waves makes me realize, That what is real, is what you feel inside, Anything besides that you can leave aside

It's dim outside, I'm fighting with urge to close my eyes. Staying still in the same position, It seems like forever since the first dawn, I cannot wait longer, not now, I cannot hold the trigger, no more, One simple push and I am gone I can sense the threshold, It's not that far away, one single reach, One single reach and I'm going to be closer, Closer to you, The fright is going to fade, There's no such thing as fear, As far as I'm concerned it's you that I'm afraid to lose, And not the other way around, The mist is not fully gone, The will to pull what seemed so wrong, Is what you feared the most, but no more? There's a crack you must hold onto, It's you and I that must take the leap, Jump to the frozen water, It's not the fear that deceived us, But the unknown

We know what we are, The roots that we tend to stick to, We are what we believe in, Caught by the breeze of air, the assumption arises Tracing for the corner in order to stick to it, I won't let go, See the difference, What you are, is not enough, The tangible wall of comprehension, Is always there, Thee could see, mere a glimpse of the truth, Not everything that could be seen, is what it is, The branching out sprigs,The unending roots underneath, There's a long way ahead of us Looking for the truth in life, Looking for a reason, the motive To speak up what's is on our mind, Only the actions we make can prove, Prove everyone, that what you're able, Is real and not disguised.

Over the rainbow you can find the magical land. I knew that I can get there; I knew that I was able to achieve my goal, was it so far away? I couldn’t tell. A single person could go through lots of phases in life, he never steps back, but if he does, he does it in order to understand the action he miscomprehend, that single person won't let that single mistake to turn his life backwards. There is this situation that made me feel uncomfortable; I didn’t know what I'm anymore…. I was always looking forward, never stepping back, was I fast forward? It was like living in amusement park, you can take the rollercoaster or the moving swings, and it was not possible for you to figure out what is going to happen? Will you feel happiness or nauseous? It's a black or white situation, and you're the one who defines whether it's black or white. You can be really passionate about something; you also can pass this passion to the ones you love, so they would be able to relate