Redemption - a poem

Carried with the waves,
Long and still, my breath is caught by the humming breeze,
The hot sand underneath, the peaceful view,
I'm looking for you to guide me through,

It was long ago, when I took this journey,
I'm still looking for the desired answers,
For you to tell me what the future holds,
Frantic, that's how they call me,
The shimmering sparkle of your eyes,
I'm looking forward to meeting your gaze,
One more phase,
I am not going to put it on hold
I was waiting too long to make that step
,
The gentle waves are leading me to the depths of the sea,
I'm not afraid to look at the eyes of the death,
That's the path I ought to take,
It was something I needed to do,
I've to figure out for myself.
The truth of life,
The meaning behind my existence,
Please don’t wake me,
There's only one step from my own redemption.