"Misconstrued words"

Rummaging through my soul
Remembering the misconstrued words
You have always sounded ingenious
Wording your observations 
after a long consideration
It was my fault 
my mind grasped them as messages of reassurance

I become hopeful again
Never considering to look sideways 
Where your heart was beating along to someone else's

The truth
Followed by a despair
Something broke inside
beyond any repair

I tried to look for a reason
it tore me apart

Once
It felt like 
my heart was moved by you
albeit, it might have been a very short voyage

The truth cropped up on me
jolted me forward
It didn't scare me
Nor did it make me intrigued
It was me
that averted my eyes from the truth
You were never mine, to begin with