candleburn

" We don't talk anymore! We don't talk anymore! We don't talk anymore! Like we used to do..."

What do you do What do you do when The path you have chosen Isn't the right one? What do you do At this time and age? One day I woke up And realized I was underwater I woke up at this time and age And I breathed in I could live but barely I breathed the water And it felt like bare air What do you do When one day you wake up And you find yourself Underwater Yeah you are underwater What do you do then? What do you do at this time and age? One day I woke up Yeah I woke up And I was underwater I breathed in the water That seemed like bare air But I didn't suffocate No part of me ached I woke up and realized That even at this time and age I needed to look for a new path Even at this time and age I was still breathing in Being underwater.

Yesterday, my bestie and i have celebrated 11 years of knowing each other. My friend lives in Berlin whereas i live in Israel, we've never met, but our friendship evolved throughout the years.  I've learnt that you don't need to physically meet a person to have a special bond, it's more than that. I and my bestie managed to be in touch throughout the years. We've started talking on celebrity forums and then we moved to MSN and facebook. We always figured how to communicate, we always tried to understand the other side perspective, which is a very important aspect, you really need to respect the other side  and understand where the other person is coming from. My friend decided to make 11 different kind of lists that actually describe our friendship. I'd like to post them here and share it with you guys. These lists made me incredibly happy and sad, it was such a great gift, it really touched my heart. The lists: 11 places we should travel to: 1. Seo

Recently a lot of thoughts had been on my mind. I always try to put these thoughts away, but I can't seem to do it. Perhaps the heat of the past few weeks has been playing games with my mind, and I just can't make myself think straight. I think that I have some anxiety problems; I never really talk about it, because I never really grasped the idea. But I do have difficulties being around large groups of people whom I don’t know, Or even being around a new person at work When I encounter a new person at work that I've never really talked to, and feel that the person never even tries to make a conversation, makes me feel quite anxious just because I tend to make up stories in my mind, stories that are  actually reasons for why that person isn't approaching me first. I've always led a complicated life, the complication was inside my mind and not visible to the outside world. I have struggled with this situation for years, and I'm still struggling. It

I don't have any guts to spare I'm left with nothing I'm left with my own bare hands You have striked me Where it hurts the most You have striked me hard I wished you would strike some more With each strike, i become tougher With each strike I'm left with nothing With nothing to lose So go ahead, make your next step I will stay here stagnantly at the same place So go, look ahead Try to push me I'm left with nothing to lose I don't have any guts to spare You pushed me to the point That I no longer care You thought that we were on adventure On a joint venture Yet you pushed me hard enough You have pushed me and me Don't have any more guts to spare I no longer care So go ahead and do your next move I'll be going out, moving to my own groove Your venture has sparked its final fire So move  along  Move along to your own groove

I've been having some hard time the past few days.  I know that no one really reads my blog, therefore no one would care, but i guess in the future when i'll read it, I'll probably look at it with other perspective in my mind.  As we grow older, we tend to see the world in a different light. My friend and i did a project for college, a project about identifying a real client needs and finding the technological solution that is most  suitable. I must say that this client is a very big company here, and as a matter of fact I'm also their client. Throughout the project, we suffered from continuous remarks from our clients, not one remark was regarding the solution we had came up with, we suffered a lot from this, we've mentioned these facts to our courses administration team, but as we figured later it came to hunt us. In the review upon our work we've received remarks such as "you don't understand clients needs, you have  not   chosen a good solution