Posts

חיוך רגעי של אושר

כל כך הרבה זמן שהיה חסר לי את הרגע של השיחה הפשוטה עם חברה. שיחה פשוטה שבה את מרגישה שאת חולקת מידע, ושום צד לא מביע ולו לרגע חוסר רצון או אכפתיות להאזין, השיחה פשוט מתקדמת מעצמה. עד כמה שיחה פשוטה יכולה לגרום לי לאושר עילאי, התגעגעתי לזה כל כך . כשאני חושבת על זה אני מקווה, שהאנשים שאנחנו פוגשים בחיים הם לא סתם בשביל להעביר לנו את הזמן, אלא בשביל ללמוד על עצמנו יותר, וללמד אותם על עצמם דברים שהם לעולם לא תהו לגביהם. יש מקרים שפשוט נהיה חמים ולח בלב, הרגשה מסנוורת, שאת רוצה להרגיש עוד ועוד, ואז היא נגמרת. הרגשה שבה מעריכים אותך וסומכים עלייך מספיק, הידיעה שאת לא גורם שולי במערכת השמש, שיש לך השפעה ולו קטנה ביותר. אני כל כך אוהבת את האנשים שיצא לי להכיר בשנתיים האחרונות (אהמ מריה אהמ אתי *לב*), ואני רוצה להודות להן על זה שהן גורמות לי להרגיש אני, לראשונה מזה הרבה זמן. זה מוזר וכיף בצורה מדהימה להיות מי שאת, ולצחוק ולדבר בזמן שאת יודעת שלא ישפטו אותך, יתייחסו לכל מילה שלך בכבוד, או יותר מכול יאהבו אותך בכל מצב קיים וידאגו לוודא שאת שם ברגע שהלב שלהם פועם ומרגיש בחסרונך. הרגע

The Civil Wars - Poison & Wine

Image
Wow what a beautiful song! It's true how blurred the line between love and hate . i hope that one day the love that we feel in our hearts will overcome any obstacles.

i'm a wreck

Image
If you ever get to know me, you'll know that i'm a total wreck.I'm the most awkward person ever ! everything always fall from my hand and i can't stand still because i need to move some part of my body. but the most important part that no one knows, is that i'm desperate to find love. because sometimes i feel like it doesn't exist nowadays, it feels like a fairy tale you see in the romantic comedies.

fridays song of choice

Image
There's a strange energy i've been feeling lately. Do you know how it's like to feel out of your own body? It's like my soul doesn't reside in my body limits, it's just overflows my mind. I'm left speechless. Here's a song fom latest "pretty little liars" episode:

thoughts - make love not war

Image
I don't know how to feel, I'm quite shocked and numbed. A few minutes ago I heard about the situation in the south part of the country. Some towns are getting hit by rockets, people getting hurt and their children as well, some already died! It's terrifying. I don't understand the reason for these actions. What people get from bombing innocent citizens? I know that those who do it will say we have done them the same thing. We always live in this unending controversy, it's hard. There's always someone to blame, there's always someone's fault. The worst part is the feeling of revenge. I don't get it. Why people in the 21st century have a feeling they need to get revenge? Is it going to change the feeling of their loss? Are they really going to feel better with themselves? Why can't we just live in peace? I think that people have to recall what sixties were all about – peace and love. We need to see that there's no need for weapons and

The Naked And Famous - Young Blood

Image
I love this song ! the lyrics are tight ! I've heard it recently while watchnig the "Prom" movie. this movie has a good soundtrack ! In a need to find some songs from that sountrack for sure :P

Awkward

Image
This show is brilliant! I was stunned by the acting skills of Ashley Rickards, whom you and I saw in the 6th season on "One Tree Hill". Wow she has grown a lot! She looks like a changed person. I don't really think that she looks like a 15 like she's supposed to be in that show. It always strikes me in amazement remembering her in OTH, how little she looked, and only 2 years after, she looks so much older. Her acting and character reminds me a lot of the acting of Erica Durance in "Smallville". Wow the resemblance is huge, they just make almost the same expressions, it's so weird and at the same time cool! It took me a while till I connected the dots haha. Back to the show (airs on MTV, the current episode is 5 which aired last week), Ashley plays Jenna a 15 year old teenager that lives the regular teenage life, with everyday teenage themes of interest like: love, sex, relationships, trust, friends, and insecurities. She was this invisibl