"distant"

staring blankly at you
your deep silky voice
is echoing in my head
i can not imagine you anymore
your profile is fading away from my memories,
there are only footsteps left off of you
on the picture of us on the shore

how can i keep imagining what we had?
if you're so far away,
my mind is distant nowadays,
i'm looking at the strange shades
of people walking ahead
they all like clowns
making fun of me

i'm dreading the day i'll forget your name,
how will i continue my day,
with the knowing
that there is not going to be someone
to pray for, to come back