candleburn

I don't have any guts to spare I'm left with nothing I'm left with my own bare hands You have striked me Where it hurts the most You have striked me hard I wished you would strike some more With each strike, i become tougher With each strike I'm left with nothing With nothing to lose So go ahead, make your next step I will stay here stagnantly at the same place So go, look ahead Try to push me I'm left with nothing to lose I don't have any guts to spare You pushed me to the point That I no longer care You thought that we were on adventure On a joint venture Yet you pushed me hard enough You have pushed me and me Don't have any more guts to spare I no longer care So go ahead and do your next move I'll be going out, moving to my own groove Your venture has sparked its final fire So move  along  Move along to your own groove

I've been having some hard time the past few days.  I know that no one really reads my blog, therefore no one would care, but i guess in the future when i'll read it, I'll probably look at it with other perspective in my mind.  As we grow older, we tend to see the world in a different light. My friend and i did a project for college, a project about identifying a real client needs and finding the technological solution that is most  suitable. I must say that this client is a very big company here, and as a matter of fact I'm also their client. Throughout the project, we suffered from continuous remarks from our clients, not one remark was regarding the solution we had came up with, we suffered a lot from this, we've mentioned these facts to our courses administration team, but as we figured later it came to hunt us. In the review upon our work we've received remarks such as "you don't understand clients needs, you have  not   chosen a good solution...

We are all different kinds of lost souls, You and I have been torn inside. We were on a special quest A quest that will put a stop to the unending void The void that makes us frozen at nights That void that we try so desperately to hide I might have been on a special quest A quest to resurge from my own little world Yet, the world outside, Had always remained as cold I was so lost, I was on a quest, On a quest to find a meaning, I tried to grab your arm, but you've pushed me away I kept on going, nevertheless I kept going, my mind is a total mess We are all different kinds of lost souls We're going ahead You and I are fighting through, in our own way, Through the roaming people Who had remained as cold I'm trying to ignite the light of a single hope A hope that will keep away the stagnant void You've said that time is coming to let go You've given up You and I are going against the streams of people Their eyes had remained as cold Yet...

I'm so shocked by the recent events that have happened in the US. I'm still heartbroken over Christina's murder, and now this young actor had tragically died due to a car accident. I was in total loss of words, i was not sure if it was really true, until i've seen Dakota's Fanning reaction on Instagram, And many more reactions on twitter. I've not watched many of Anton's movies, and i was not a big fan, but still my heart breaks.

I'm still in a state of shock, i couldn't believe that such a horrible thing could happen to such beautiful soul. In Christina's memory, i've chosen one of her recent covers: Please go and check Chrisitna's music on her youtube page