Purpose

It’s hard to make a decision when voices of people around you suggest countless additional ideas to contemplate about.
There was a slight fear of being mocked for the idea of traveling to the same destination.
You can’t help it but feel the pressure of others’ opinion on it: “Why would you go to the same place? there are so many other places to explore.”
This question has been brought up to my attention, and it has made me feel quite doubtful.
I knew I wanted to explore more places, but deep inside there was a lingering longing to go back to the place that I’ve once visited for a short while.
Do I really want to go back?


© Vera Tarlov

The idea of the exploration of a far away destination in order to find yourself or your purpose is a romanticized notion.
Later on, you realize that exploring a new country would not bring you closer to your purpose. It can make you feel a bit calmer in a way, as I remember being in a state of a deep solace, I really felt alive.
The solace is not enough, the long quest to find your purpose, only begins with your travels.


© Vera Tarlov

Would you ever realize your own life purpose or goal?
It was so easy to believe that by traveling you could come close to finding your true life goal, a true meaning. 
Fate is a funny thing, you wish for its guidance but there is no such thing.

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