candleburn

When I look around me, what do you think I see? I see how other people live their lives, and I think there's something really wrong with the way I'm living mine. Today, after another long day at work I was taking the bus to get home. On the bus I saw few young girls talking about their purchase at a cheap beauty store. Then, when I got off the bus I saw a young family walking their little baby, they were talking cheerfully about some random topic. Then it hit me, these people look so content with themselves they feel like a whole unit when you look from the side. So why am I feeling so broken inside? Even though I know all the people at work, I don't think I've connected to any one. I'm not keeping in touch with any one after the work is over and it makes me sad and happy. Today Jessie and I were chatting via email. I like it very much when she talks about her days – because they're so full of life, she's always doing something, she's