candleburn

The day since our last conversation, I knew that it's going to be difficult. The day I confessed to him, I felt something had changed. "Hey Rose!" I heard from behind me, someone called me, but it felt so distant, far away, I felt my throat ache; I felt the urge to run without looking back. He was there, just one foot in front of me, with this angelic posture I couldn’t take my eyes off of it. Josh stood still with that glorious smile of a victory, that second I knew he figured out what he wanted to tell me all along. It was easy to analyze him. He was so mysterious and yet so reachable, I've been studying his every move for a year now. However, there was more for him to show me. "I know how to challenge you, it's much clear to me now, how come did not I come with that earlier?","geez I don’t know", I answered him. "So Rose I think you should become my personal assistant and do whatever I ask you to do, if you handle that, we'll see wh...

Now it's all coming back to me, The feeling is empowering, The sorrow had to go. The agony was held by the thick claws Of my own reality, The search for the next discovery Is now on a fast dial, The emotions are so vivid and bright, The time froze, these lost in time memories Are coming back to life You can approach your hand and touch the air, It's transparent, you cannot see it, But you can feel that there's hidden secret That it's up to you to solve The wind strokes your face with the velvet silky touch, You're aware of the fact, That you're only one foot away from the answer, You've been intending on finding all along.

Seeking on absorption to the recess of my mind, The increasing pain of the knowledge, Don’t let me slip back to the past Hearing your voice, Feeling your smell, your melancholy eyes, The memories just won't let me go Strolling along the street smelling your perfume, You're thousands of miles away, but I still can feel your presence, There's not a glimpse of shame, I let you go without even saying goodbye However I do care, I wonder what the future holds for both of us Trailing around the place where our eyes usually had met, As I was wiping away the tears I couldn’t control, I knew that whenever I look at the moon at night, I'll picture that same place, fall asleep dreaming about you.

I've just finished reading this book, and all i can say is wow!. Sparks never fails to surpise you, i mean the way he writes is phenomenal, you just can't stop reading, you want to grab more and more information and see what happens in the end. This book is one of the saddest i've ever read after "A walk to remember". The story is about a young couple who came a long way from overcoming some major obstacles in life and parenthood, however the story has a drastic turn which makes you speechless. I dont want to tell too much because it going to spoil all the story. However, i must say that reading this book makes you to look at your own life from another point of view.

11-13 sept 2008

Slowing down, still feeling the throat ache, It's dry and sore and keeps burning, That sweet sour water pouring, It takes away every single positive emotion There was no caution No single warning Waiting for the skies to clear up, hoping for it to stop, However, no matter how powerful your will may be, No matter how much you try, There's no end to the knife stabbing feeling in your mind Our destiny is in our hands, We shouldn’t take it for granted We have to live it to the fullest Every day is counted

The ultimate race to your salvation,  The ultimate race to hers freedom, Gasping for another breath of air, Stretched arms no longer could touch the sky above , There's a secret you must do everything to keep,  It's your destiny which put others at risk, Speeding, looking invisible for a brief second,  There's a highway you got to enter to,  Looking for the possibilities to make sure,  That her destiny will not collide in any way with yours,  The minutes are ticking; you're out of time,  You're not going to quit and stand still,  You're not intending to conceal,  Your own pile of ashes,  There's a crossroad and you can't look back,  You will do whatever it takes,  To make sure that your beloved ones won't be the sacrifice,  For the decision you have made, You won't put them under a magnifying glass,  Of your own rival.