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Flashbacks of random people, People whom I once knew, My closed circle that I cherished, I don't know what happened, Life went on and, I'm not inside that circle anymore Flashbacks of different moments Moments in time that I've repressed Did they really happen? Life went on I'm not inside your circle anymore Did you really act like I'm a stranger? I looked at you and disguised my anger I would not have known that with time With time everything gets erased That with time I have got no place left Flashbacks come and get me I try not to look back I would not have known that with time Our memories are going to be erased I would not have known That I might have been no one I would not have known Until life went on You have looked at me And all you could see  is a mere stranger Life went on I guess I understood that I've never been In your circle after all.

We all go through our own mishaps, our first loves, relationships. We grow more with each relationship we have, we become wiser. The below poem is about a moment when we stopped having feelings towards our loved one, it doesn't mean we didn't like them but it felt like we grew apart while our soul kept telling us otherwise. That moment is the hardest, we had been the closest to our loved one and held them tight but like out of the blue we hadn't cared for them as much anymore. This feeling kept bothering us and the person kept appearing in your dreams, but you know there is no way back, you had already let go. The below poem was written while listening to this music: https://soundcloud.com/sophie- hutchings/06-by-night You should listen to the melody and read the lyrics alongside. "Bound to you" I had been having the oddest nights I let you go and wondered why, How could I let you go that easy? Had I never really held you tight? It couldn't be

I'm so behind on my next exam material, wish me luck anyways.