candleburn

למה העצבות לא נותנת מנוח? אני יודעת שלא כל המהלכים שלי בחיים היו חכמים ומחושבים – אבל למה על פעולה שלא ביצעתי כי לא הרגשתי חובה רגשית או פיזית לבצע – עכשיו אני מרגישה כל כך רע בעקבותיה.

Out of nowhere he rushed into my life Out of nowhere he grabbed my wrist Grabbed it gently and didn’t let go Why is it that when I see him I've a huge smile cheek to cheek? Why is it that I like him for no particular reason? It's a funny thing, it really is That out of a total darkness His smile makes me warm up from inside After years of mindless living I look ahead and see a change Oh god, I wish it would last Yet, I see past through I see the coming end How do I wish that his words Would keep me intact How do I wish that the day I met him Would just be a dream Because that dream is unbelievably unbearable This dream doesn’t really have a beginning only a sure Non happy ending.