candleburn

למה העצבות לא נותנת מנוח? אני יודעת שלא כל המהלכים שלי בחיים היו חכמים ומחושבים – אבל למה על פעולה שלא ביצעתי כי לא הרגשתי חובה רגשית או פיזית לבצע – עכשיו אני מרגישה כל כך רע בעקבותיה.

Out of nowhere he rushed into my life Out of nowhere he grabbed my wrist Grabbed it gently and didn’t let go Why is it that when I see him I've a huge smile cheek to cheek? Why is it that I like him for no particular reason? It's a funny thing, it really is That out of a total darkness His smile makes me warm up from inside After years of mindless living I look ahead and see a change Oh god, I wish it would last Yet, I see past through I see the coming end How do I wish that his words Would keep me intact How do I wish that the day I met him Would just be a dream Because that dream is unbelievably unbearable This dream doesn’t really have a beginning only a sure Non happy ending.

I've heard of the french LOL remake - i was glad that Miley was cast for this movie at that time - When i first saw the movie i realised that the the script was so horribly written and it was not good - yet i loved Miley's perforrmance - Why ? - do you ask me? because - first of all i'm her fan - yeah - i know that i dont know her - and what i can think of her - is a girl who played on Hannah Monatna - i LOVED this show - it was quirky and fun -  second of all as Miley grew up she transferred to this beautiful woman  - she stands up for herself - she makes her own choices - and thats fierce ! I can't say this movie rocks- not it isn't - but what i did like is that you could see through miley's act that being in love - is not easy at all ! and that the mother daugher bond is so important - it makes you stronger so that you can face everything in the cycle of life.

I recall the days that I was interested with art and fashion – I liked watching all the shows revolved around fashion. I was thinking of myself like I was kind of stylist- the only option that was fitted with my skills – I  couldn’t draw and therefore couldn’t be a designer – to add to that I'm not capable of sewing anything. Still I liked fashion and was fascinated – I thought about becoming an art director or a stylist for some big magazine – but all this hopes and dreams vanished as quickly as they had started. It's strange but when I saw "Jane By Design" some of the admiration I had slowly found its way out of the darkness – mere only for 42 minutes of each episode !

JANIE&BILLY <3

אני נשבית בקסמיו, מביטה בו ברגע הקצר שבו הוא מחזיר לי מבט חזר – מדוע המראה מטעה? האישיות הרכה בחזות המקועקעת. למה אני לא מסוגלת להרגיש יותר ? אני הולכת שבי אחריו, מראה לו את דרכי – אולם אני לא נעצרת, אני ממשיכה להביט הלאה ולא רואה אף אחד מסביב.

לילה נופל אל תשכימי קום למחרת החלומות מאפשרים לחלומותייך הפרועים לקום לתחייה דמייני שאת בשדה תותים דמייני שאת מלכת הדבורים המזמזמות את צוהלת ומפזזת לאור קרני השמש לריח המתוק שלא נגמר לעולם צאי החוצה, תפסיקי להיות אחת מאלה שמחופשות מחופשות לדמויות במגזינים צאי להיות מי שאת צאי לאוויר המתוק את הינך מלכת הדבורים של עולמך הקט